i need a reason for this~ sigh!!

dearly

i've been keeping this post.. long time back
i'm sorry for not telling or sharing my feeling with you
never expect all these on me
thought i could be better
i try to cope myself
still is beyond my limitation
eventually
is worsen now...

you spoiled my day. my mood. my thoughts.
torturing me. mentally. psychologically. physically
making my days upside down
i was emo through out the day
nope.. is EVERYDAY
i locked myself in the room
meditating for the sake of
a solution...
that best fit for ME
to
sort ME out
from
this suffering life
i believe that, i could live better..
without your present

dear oh dear
why you have to do it in this way
are you that happy seeing me fall in affliction
huh???
that's my life...!!!!!! you made it miserable~~
i'm disintegrated....
ouucchhh
i can feel the pain, do you??
WHYYY??
why all these happened on me??
are you happy now? tell me....!!!
aarrrgghhhhh~~

GOD please..

S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P
S.T.O.P
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.

making me.....
MISSing HIM tat much~~~ hahahaa

sorry for the late
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARLY
my cake is not a failure.. as they all said is nice, nope is superb delicious!!!
is a master's level piece of work!!!
i'm proud of myself=)
haha..

oh yea~~
another confession from myself
= i believed that, you'd have a better life, with the present of ME =
woowwww... perasannya..

nyahnyah~~ goin back home now..
enjoy the outing with them on this Sunday
faster clean your room and do more exercise
oh yea~ study hard too!!!
between
100 bts for a ciggy, no compensation no negotiation for this!!!
blekkk~~

=)

偶尔忙了一整天，抑或浑浑噩噩的过了一整天，回家时经过面包店，看着橱窗上的蛋糕，你突然想起，原来今天是曾经身边那一位的生日。
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嗯。
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Happy Birthday to U

曾经这一天，费尽心思。虽不是自己的，但这一天跟自己的生日一样重要。要穿什么样的衣服，配什么样的鞋子包包；要在那家餐厅吃饭，蛋糕要不要事先放到餐厅厨房里，待会儿礼物要在哪个时间点拿出来，什么时候该给他生日之吻，希望他的生日愿望有你。。。
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费尽心思。
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“啊~” 你感叹。曾经是那么重要的日子，今天却是那么轻易的就度过了。
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曾经那个人对你来说是多重要，
他的生日，现在却只有在恍然间才记得。
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然后，你嘴角浅笑。。。 。
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也许，这就是人生。

happy bday yufei & pt

i wish that you are standing straight in front of me, with both hands open.. no doubts i will run to you, give you thousands cuddles.. i miss you miss you miss you so much~~ though i always say, growing distance makes our heart stronger, but..... you mingling in my mind from time to time~~ isshhh... distraction distraction!!! sigh~~ 3days counting down turn up to be infinity counts.. there is no way out except sitting here and wait patiently for the infinity day turn out to be a blast=) i will hold my "breath", telling myself----H1N1 is spreading in AIMST!!! hell NO~~ 30more minutes for another outing.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my lovable and adorable ICE(yufei) who eventually melted last night after receivingmy call.. whoopsssyyyyyyy!!! hiakhiak *cunning smile* and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PT CHANG who celebrated her birthday for the first time with her *cough* *cough*.. ahemmm... kind-hearted+competent+capable boyfriend LA.LIM...!! wish both you happy happy together with the boyfriend esp my dearest yufei-ICE...!! may your dreams come true!!! miss yea babe!!!

sweet sweet day 1

whoopsssyyyy...!! a sweet sweet starting for me=)

Good afternoon everyone!!! i shall start studying, but not in the mood~~ been sitting for half an hour, proudly to tell that currently in the 1st page of the lecture note.. GOSH!!! this is ME, MYSELF!! LOLz... tuesday thursday tuesday friday- analysis, hosp pham, pharmacology 3, applied therapeutics!! mia exam time table=) phewww... thank God there are gaps in between each paper.. it doesnt means that i would take things for granted, do i? NO WAY!!!

bad news from jimmy yesterday, H1N1 cases among our batchmates and juniors.. crossing my fingers and hoping that she will get well soon~

oh yea.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAGER!! ice age 3 + pizza + eggs + flour + perfume.. happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to nager, happy birthday to euuuu..!! hehe... many more happy return of the day!!!

alritez, i shall make a move=) study hard and all the best for finalzz... GAMBATEH!!!

counting down... 3~~

miss yea><

Evening of A Thousand Memoriesss

nitez before =( swt~~

make up make up~
this is what we called- ai mei de nv ren.. haha

@ Andaman Ballroom
Park Royal, penang

deco for the table~~
simple but nice...

cutest + handsome boy in AIMST=)
dress up for sketch performance....

70's fever...!!
congrats team member for such a great dance and memorable experience

2camwhore PIG

nat & cute cute MC-Jivan

cake cutting for bday gal&boy
from left: ganesan, kaminy, pris
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
may your dreams come true=)

with seniors~~
from left: may yen, see wooi, yng wen, nat, sokcin, ayu, lydia, seak fang

pham batch 2 rocksss!!!

happy birthday ISEX

many post pending still, but decided to give priority for this..!! went celebrating iz's bday after applied paper, KUN TAI restaurant near bagan ajam, they serving thai food, not bad la.. 6.5/10 i give=p one bonus was the THAI BIRTHDAY SONG they played for the bday gal/boy...!! nggammmm.. show time..!!!

tomyam, lala (lov tat), kangkung goreng, siakap, chicken and chicken~

from left: pris, iz (bday boy), and raymond foo
aiyoo.. biasa lar=)

from left: kailin, yeesuan, huiqin, jamie

clemence & wilson

poh chia __ & kailin (fill in the blank pls..)

both are v v v shy.. haha

nat & sm ppl =)

clemence, sm ppl, poh chia __

maysha and her's ramen=)

pris & iz

i like this pic=) chun looks like alien.. hehe

housemates housemates~~

sm ppl, poh, iz, wilson, raymond

our turn~~

hahahaaaa......... look at 3 of em'

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happy birthday iz!!!!!

smile~~

"happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to tanny kuty...

happy birthday to youuu"

wondering what is the colourful thingy?

is a TUBE LAMP wrapped up by our wishes!!!

by the way, is her nick as wll=)

a delivery of muffin while getting lost in pile of notes>.<

thanks chun!!!!! muaxxxxx

yummy yummy!!!!

i called it mush-fin!! mushroom+muffin@@

and a x'mas gift from maysha which lighten up my day^^

thanks dear!!!

last but not least, a recall of picture of the day..!!

take a closer look...

a shield under hot sun!!

therefore.. he is..

under-payung lecturer!!!

cacing...

when all the siblings are in a house, what can we do?

1. gossiping (basically gossip around neighbourhood, relatives, or among ourselves)

2.modelling and make up course

=but the most scary is.... is......=

3. truth or dare...



haha.. first apology to cacing(0h are you newbie here?), you have to bear this 'title' for the rest of your life, sincerely advice you not to step in my house anymore, especially when my sisters are aound=p and wondering where you going to hide when you are back in jitra...

"cacing, you... ar? is a chinese rite? you xiang kai le?...swt...."

muahahaha... I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!! but couldnt help it....

secondly, happy birthday to my dearest SUE!! i'm tired though, but still awake early morning... hope you will like the cake i made for you, have a blast and blissful year=p you will pass your 21st only once, so .... celebrate till kao kao!!!! you are no longer TEENAGER anymore... come, bangkok again for TIGER SHOW=)

lastly, i wan to go sleep now..=p the dark circle is getting worst..sobsob... nitez reader, kinda 'fu yan' in posting this up because people is complaining my page is mushrooming... well, i just wanted to hibernate for while, at least 3months for turtle=p