you are my only one

shall we dancE? =p

ice breaking for usm gathering

millions of thanks to my faci again..!! wonderfullll ice breaking session...!!! never have a good sleep since few days before, wilson keep on pushing me behind, he wants the best ice breaking between both parties.. i understand but indirectly forcing me to perform for the best, which is kILLING m3 too...!! thanks again for those awfully bearable listener to all my nagging and complaint for few days non-stop, i know i myself is a TROUBLEMAKER, or abit AUNTY in all these, without you guys... i.... *sniff*

*comittee trying out the games half an hour before the games start..swt!! *

*look at chun, zul said the pose is.. seducing..lol*

*maysha's group*

*will he be the best ice-breaker? no idea...*

*ask her, i dunno what is goin on*

my sweetie facilitators

chun har

chiu mey

maysha

grace

tsu yin

pei thing

sue hui

ramani

weiwei

nager

joanna

something still left out though.. after the games, my mind is fully settle down, back to the starting point, zero and hundred, is just a crossing line words.. back home, read ur msg, wondering will you come for the games if i tell you early itself, or you ask early itself.. for once i look up to the audience seats, disappointment i get=p instead, i know you are no longer a great devil watching over turtle's performance.. past is past, i shall make a move... eventhough i'm not willing to... nitez my dear..!!

xing le

i'm not ready i'm not ready i'm not ready

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ogouytelot

love is like butterfly=)

To my friends who are... SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will comes to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is the only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it..
So, take your time and choose the best=)

To my friends who are.... NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person"
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To my friends who are ... MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "i'm sorry"
Not "where are you " but "i'm right here for you"
Not "how could you" but "i understand"
Not "i wish you were" but "i'm thankful you are"

To my friends who are........HEARTBROKEN

Heart breaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenges is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn form them

To my friends who are.... AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone, it hurts even more when someone break up with you.
But, love hurts the most, when the person has no idea how you feel about him/her

To my friends who are... STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that a person doesn't worth it now, it's going to be worth it a year or after 10 years from now

cacing...

when all the siblings are in a house, what can we do?

1. gossiping (basically gossip around neighbourhood, relatives, or among ourselves)

2.modelling and make up course

=but the most scary is.... is......=

3. truth or dare...



haha.. first apology to cacing(0h are you newbie here?), you have to bear this 'title' for the rest of your life, sincerely advice you not to step in my house anymore, especially when my sisters are aound=p and wondering where you going to hide when you are back in jitra...

"cacing, you... ar? is a chinese rite? you xiang kai le?...swt...."

muahahaha... I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!! but couldnt help it....

secondly, happy birthday to my dearest SUE!! i'm tired though, but still awake early morning... hope you will like the cake i made for you, have a blast and blissful year=p you will pass your 21st only once, so .... celebrate till kao kao!!!! you are no longer TEENAGER anymore... come, bangkok again for TIGER SHOW=)

lastly, i wan to go sleep now..=p the dark circle is getting worst..sobsob... nitez reader, kinda 'fu yan' in posting this up because people is complaining my page is mushrooming... well, i just wanted to hibernate for while, at least 3months for turtle=p

white flag=)

tik tak tik tak...

6 hours...

when your're gone, the words i need to hear will always get me through the day, and make it ok..

i miss you=)

attemp for unreachable thing.. bravo!!!

been patiently waiting for past few weeks, neither wish to ruin my life or yours(sounds so serious keh?? hah)

mess again at the end..

i give up, white flag ..

nothing much i could do to get back the DnD...

after the sole survivng ONCE=)

pathetic? miserable?

haha.. muahahahaaa.......

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=hardly to forgive myself, and you too=

gheezzzz~~

i'm fucking downnnnnnnnn...................

arrghhhhh~~~~~~~~~

U R LIAR!!!

U CHEAT ON ME!!!

U R NOT WHO YOU ARE!!!

i already dump it, don't ask me for that~~~

我不是好人，只是比别人坏了一点。。

听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰

我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好

时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠

在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容

我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹

when devil conquers..

if you are reading, currently.. i just wanted to ask, WHY WHY WHY? a promise, i never forgotten..

"i'm sorry-buckcherry"

why dogs bite people?

never understand why dogs bite people? have a look then=p

*this looks like nanny*

*poor thing*

*this is the sexy kao bu*

*like this the most*

*oucchhhhh.. is pain*

kao bu love??

the PIG was here last night, had our dinner in MCD=) her fav but not mine, forcing me to go makan... ghhheeeezzz!!! pillow talk for the whole night..!! an issue wanted to share here, hope she wont kill me after@@

kao bu love..?? last night, she started her puppy love story, telling she is VERY loyal type, for the past 3 years.. pheewww.. (she's not at all) she told, puppy love now already developed into "kao bu" love, she tried to prove that she is no longer a puppy, with lotsa example, blablabla~~ she is a kao bu that ready to give birth!! swt~~ when people drown, she doesnt want to, she wants to be RED and HOT!! pls la gal, is about the same thing, started with a single word, F (nt fcking word pls)

fine, i'm a bad girl, though.. anyway, dun get my line terminate after..haha.. btw, have my breakfast this morning, porridge with the preserved egg, sorta.. tasteless, but acceptable still..!! yummy~~ healthy lifestyle right? haha.. purposely wake her up early morning for the dimsum, how to wake a piggy up? how? by molesting all over her body, is work..!! trust me.. haha..

here it comes... (supper queen-dimsum queen.. whatsoever la)^^

i'm so full now~~ and.. madagascar this upcoming friday@@ have to buck up, till now haven study for pham tech.. cannot be *swt*

have a nice day^^

peloop story=)

omg... i woke up at 12=) 2days for 5hours plus sleep, moreover yesterday's class is from 8 to 5, continuously nonstop.. last class was pham tech, i keep on telling myself that must be alert, at least pura-pura abit lar cuz he is my fav lecturer

kinda man sexual enhancement thingy, magnetic works man, gosh..!! get to know this from my fren, he is not using it.. but, others..!! if you guys wanted to know the result, i will asked personally=) *crazy, will i??*

this is totally new for me, wondering will there any for girls? any idea, frens? haha..

the 7th day is not a good day for me, though.. hence, i'm clear that there will be nothing onwards, as mummy said, this is life.. grey for her, and black for me.. none of both us willing to draw a colourful page on it.. she told, we can decide whether to pass a day happily or sad, i understand that.. hardly to practise as well.. we are all same type!! feeling, thoughts all controlling over us, occupying each and single of our soul=p grey isn't bad, and black too..=p

i want to go for breakfast, but everyone is sleeping still......SAD!!! i wan to eat...... porridge!!!!!

cK...

....3rd year, directing me in a torture way... *sigh*

today's paper was sucks,...@@ fine.. still can take it, never expect any easy question from Dr. Shanti anymoreT.T case study man.. wtf..

is time to rest, after serial running of grey's.. 5th season, still the best!! saving lives, 6 patients 6 kidneys, but 12 wil discharge happily=) i cant wait for the release of coming episode..!! Mcdreamy is hot, but i prefer Sloan..!! haha.. Pris, he is cute lar^^

ohh yea, i want cK, as tittled.. not ck jeans ck perfume either, but is "-cK- copyright reserved">.< REDDY, and cK=) muahahaha... peoples are horrify some times, but not all the time.. just, being protective@@

have a "tit-talk" with ramani during dinner time ( she is in blm, 2/8... yup, IS 2/8....swt~~), we are JUST missing the days as hosteller=) frankly, freedom is more after moved out here, somehow... bench-talk, pond side, star gazing.. place which i used to walk with you, either one of you which reading the post now, secrets we shared.. and fought untill i hide myself behind the medic building~~ i miss those days.. time flies, first year happyhour, eat until vomit and laugh until die.. compare to hardshipppp we have in 3rd year now...*sigh*

when was the last time i laugh, sincerely, out from my heart? i dont remember, but i do remember, when was the last time i cried, terriffically until the roof going to collapse, glasses going to break, and the heart is torn off.. when 1/3 of my heart is not funtioning, i shall thank God that the rest 2/3 is still working=)

all the best..! nitez..

sinking boat

finally get back the connection, after the mess=(

flip through chatterbox and a conclusion for final status of 4of us..

mac=> sinking, SAMPAN

kelvin=> sinking, BOAT

sleepy=> sinking, BOAT

supperqueen=> sinked, overweight!! haha.. BOAT!!!

superb down to earth.... aarrrggghhhhh~~~ has been maintaining the same "POSTURE' since morning, that's the only way i can bring myself better, comfortable, and the pain will be lesser... what? dirty minded!! M disturbia larr~~ i dunwan to go for exam then, cant study as well..sobsob..!!

between.. a "PROMISE" act, from Maysha.. remind me the past, which already is the past..

crossing fingers, all the best for dfd, everyone=)

and... there;s no morning class 2mr, but please come for biotech at 2pm.. susah payah to ask dr.tham change the class so pls.pls.pls everyone do come for her classs!!!

you've heard all this only from MEGAQUEEN=) (curi kennysia's idea)

3.99.99.

practically, i still.. hehe.. alive@@ lol..

exam.exam.exam.. we have a week/2weeks of exam for aimst students.. pharmacay, biotech, dentistry all together=p as i said, we are in SAME BOAT!! if i sink, u going too=p

answer for the quiz before kelvin get the prize from me (gota be fast.........)...

"which animal has the biggest breast?"

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"ZEBRA" hu? not wolf keh?

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because... ZEBRA = Z-BRA!! thx Mac!!

"the indispensable first step to getting the things you want out of life is to decide what you want-Ben Stein"

L.O.V.E.

haha.. top one is to fill the empty blank=) in ur post!!

thought of meeting you up tonight, but i was tired, and screwed up with my paper!! or myself in other word.. well, i'm excused=) blablablablabla~~

WE ARE IN SAME BOAT!! haha... till now 4 are the count=p too bad i failed to pujuk the last one to join our plan.. she has certain theory which you goin to vomit blood when listening to the bullshit.. she said, woman's words cant be trusted, please.. i am a kid still.. or a lady which entered 21st months ago>.< but... the kid behind called me AUNTY yesterday@@ ghheeezz.... i just STARED at him, with superb masam+black muka, not answering him anything.. guess he is 10+, dont the teacher in school teach him how to differentiate between a small GIRL, a mature LADY, and old AUNTY!!! go back to kinder lar kid...issshhhh!!

fine.. hmmmm, our promise.. give me half a month, you carry on first.. i will come later..!@@

never give up. never. never!!!

a day. a smile. a life

a day to brush off sadness..

a smile>.< to brighten up ur day, and everyone.. who cares or do not care..

and a life which started with a smile, because is over...

there will be a rainbow after the rain, may you be blessed and blissful..

thanks to my dearest in pig territory, my dearest in amphibian territory, and my dearest in UPR territory..!!!

48-ly ly ly

is missing? yaya.. it is=) not a complete one, because.. it is incomplete=)

no worries, fine still...

to my dear, which goin kl this friday, i am suppose to come with you but end up ppk u, SORRY!! have a safe journey, and enjoy ur time there=p

and for the stupid one, ur blog add lehhh?? need it asap to kill my boredom..!! xoxoxoxooooo xD

and for bedong reader, friday sri shan, dun forget yaa...

and for my sayang one, i got the msg.. but i am worried still.. haha..

study smart everyone!! if feeling bored, cum... shoot down the quiz...

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BRAINSTORM!!!

Q: which animal has the biggest brest?
(p/s: baka, i know macky forward you the same msg, shhhhh.. keep quiet larrr=p)

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i'm sorry，c.r.t=)

i've been waiting... for one whole night.. i know will be a great disappointment, insist in one hope still, and a faith to you..

i am sorry, for my ignorance..

对不起。。

.i.

FINALLY............

IS TIME TO REST!!

been sitting in front the screen for whole days.. just for one assignment!! arrggghhhh.... HAND WRITTEN summore!! dunno from which jungle the lecturer from.. oppsss, i am talking our dean=p feel proud of myself, shot down 3 assignment within 2days,.. haha!! the rest 2 (cosmetic and phamtech) shouldnt be a problem larrrrr...

my eyes swollen like hell, is like half closed already but still force it to open.. tonight should goes for a deep sleep, perhaps=) say TAK NAK to insomnia and headaches...!!

meanwhile, i am confusing~~

challenges accepted from poh (he is sick today, poor thing but.. padan muka!! haha).. both us are lacking of motivation for this semester.. nothing can push me to work harder, but we agreed leon can work it out for BOTH US..!! haha.. know why? ask him la..

a phrase for you.. and me.. appreciate everyone besides you>.< nitezz..!! muaxxx!!

.m.

gotta finish up the sentence=) haha.. my page is still blank, and empty, gorgeous background needed, but i counldnt find any:'( any suggesstion? shall i go for .. ghotic? tribal? sexy.. haha..? or... gimme the link if u have any idea..

back in sp to spend my whole weekend here, i miss my parents, sister, dogs, and my bed..=) again, daily routine wil be repeating everyday.. wake up, breakfast( healthy lifestyle>.<), assignment, lunch (gotta be pig), then continue books.. books... or slidesss...... sigh~~ different routine for me if i am at home.. it goes like.. wake up, breakfast, housework, movie/online/dogs/chitchat/sleep/shopping/outing blablablablabla more~~ haha.. previous one suffering, 2nd one enjoying!!!

till now, 3 more assignments to go, and 5 more subjects to be completed..!! lab reports... LEON, where u hu? =p

.i.

i think i am the one to disappeared=) not you either.. well, i know what i shall do, guess so, should be my fault, AGAIN!! being indifferent, emotional, and ignoring you all the while... blablablaaaa... whatever it is, you are doing the right thing at times so pls do carry on...

.s.

how i spent my day hu???? yesterday was rushing back hometown because my lovely sister IS FINALLY BACK in malaysia=) she bought lotsa thing for me.. one of my fav is AX sunglasses=) miaa loveeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! haha....

today, woke up early morning and sent her pg to attend cabin crew interview.. swt..!! i never get a good sleep previous night before, arrgghhhh~~

dropped her at 9, thought of wana go starbucks but is closed.. heading no where, dare not to disturd my dear because she is sleeping still... PIG!! sorry i couldnt make it for the date, i know surely kena from you, i am prepared..!!! haha... btw, how was last night hu?

and finally, i am back to the place full with our memoriesss... plenty time we spare there=(

is it familiar?

is our place=) our home..

they are getting the dogs to swim in the seaaaa=) hush puppies!!

i miss ah kao!! trying to search for it, but couldn't.. there is another dog there, white colour with black+choco spots..!! but too bad he is scared of people.. still rmb once, you sent me a msg, telling you saw ah kao there together with his gf, so sweet~~ and you told you miss the days we hang out together there.. i am here, ALONE... T.T walked along the beach, windy and fresh air, i lovv it.. sweet memories are flashing back at times, days and time we spent together.. and i realised that,....

i miss you=) and.. love you still.....=)

star fish!!

buried my sin.. underneath the place belongs to us..!!

and.. i found this, PCJ!!! is purple colour, but not in pairs..

sleeping buddha temple after the beach..

10sth, a call from my sister to go pick her up.. she failed for the interview.. she is wise candidate, and the outstanding among all, but dunno why they kicked her out.. is emirates lost, thats what i want say la~~

poor thing..T.T

i belanja her TAO cuisine=)

cat pose=) for the bf=)

and now, i am sitting here in oldtown... just hope that everything going on smoothly=) all the best for upcoming final paper peeps..!! and best of luck for our midterm paper too=) nighty nitezzz!! muaxxxx=)