the outing.icecream.hazelnut coffee.the last ferry to be catch.penang view.windy.comforting.the talk.sharing.time.and.you.!!
i've been thinking, for days.. meditating though=) i think alot, seriously thousands of thought, which possibly be, or not to.. i'm getting lost, from sumwhr to nowhere.. im hiding myself, likewise what you doing rite now.. say it loud that you need me when u are in critical moment, not with words or lie that you need to be alone.. i promised before, you make me feeling guilt and uselesss, helpless... how many time i disappoint you? i do not know.. i will confront you, when it's the right timing.. i am a shelter for you, am i? my dear? DO ACCEPT ME..!! haha..
confession needs tons of gut.. i'm not having, even for mili, or micrograms.. i needed wish, or maybe a tight slap to make me awake.. reality and life, is bloody hell.. i will keep on meditating, though i might get the chance to be possessed, if it was not in a right way=) sumhow, most of the time will ended up in tight sweet dreams.. >< there is no solution for everything, rite now.. and what the hell i wanted so far? is not me myself, demon manipulating my soul.. hate that..!! for you, a week more.. for you, 4months still.. for you, one and half year.. and for you, might be life long.. think of it, circumstances get worsen, and out of control.. it could ruin my life, and yours..
and for you, it seems to be real, and unreal.. i'm sorry
laundryman smppl..