dissolved. path.

hello~~~ hello~~~ anyone at home??? huh????

you are back.. here =) welcome friend!!!!

walking back to the path taken, what i saw is... dried leaves and footprints.. memories memories~~ that we had, jolly and sorrows that swept as time fly, love and hatred that buried underneath each of my breathing.. what i wish for is not i want, what i want now is what im looking forward.. i am fine, at last... regrets mingling around, and yet i keep on lying to myself, "yes, remaining.. still" what the hell?? gimme a damn please..

is that the road not taken?? nope.. i'm smiling, you are here.. back again.. but not for me, not for yourself, but for nobody..

stop begging me!!

i wan cakap banyak banyak now!!!! it always happened, why why why???????? after holiday => EXAM.. ghhhrrrr.... can't have a peaceful sleep instead of waking up every 2hours to check out what's the time and urged myself to get up before is getting late to start study.. sobsob.. hate this semester to the extend (i hate almost every semester i guess).. is quite lagging + boring.. first paper over, geriatrics! mirza abeng n sam thamby are killer!! there is so much to write yet the time is very limited!! drug modelling next.. no mood to study because i know that nazek ali will never gives good marks =(

haha.. haha.. the hamster is standing and looking at me from the cage.. so cute of him.. he must be begging me to let him out.. hmmm. shall i?? he bites off 3cabels within 3days thus he has been caged the 3days onwards.. hah~~

<.............> still i've no heart to see him like this.. i set him free but must watch out his movement every seconds!! i need the connection still!!! he is now running here there with the fat ass.. nope.. is his balls swinging here and there.. can u imagine that.. hiakhiak~~

hmmph... why am i so scared of you?? can walk out from my life completely?? is gonna be over completely after a week more~~ but i'm scared!! kenapa?? aikss.. you think too much, you want . to be happy and . too!! but are you happy?? yes i am!! i do concerned about the past and future too..!! cakap banyak go sleep la!!

i just woke up=( after the med but still i feel drowsy and sleepy~~ drug modelling drug modelling~~ can i take all down in a night?? battle started!!! chao dear dearest~~

he is back in the cage!! i caught him start bitting my cabel again~~ haiz.. nitez readers!!

i need midazolam =)

i can see stars twinkling twinkling high right upon my head~~ pheww.. not tired not sleepy, as usual stick my butt on the chair and start playing fb games.. "SPOT THE DIFFERENCE".. thot i'm very cekap in this, but i managed to spot only 3 out of 5.. the sheeps all looks the same only.. after seeing them, i see stars =)


well well well.. i started to play farm too.. but the 3-D farm make me more headache~~ can suggest me some easy game, huh?? like waka waka, crazy taxi, bejewel, plock.. went sunway for movie this afternoon, gamer.. remind me of the first time i played half life with raymond, i've gun in my hand but he killed me, with a knife in his hand.. swt~ he is my sifu for half life, but until now the 'tu di' failed to master the skills in half life.. LOL

i'm leaving to pangkor 2mr, 5more hours to start my journey, more precise to say is ipoh trip.. cuz most of the time we will be spending our time in ipoh~ dimsum, callie castle, temple etc~~ kinda excited~ maybe the adrenaline keeps me awake through out the whole night.... will upload more pictures soon=)

stop crapping~ go sleep natasha=) gudnitez reader.. i talked too much.. LOL..!!