1, 2, 3..

is so used to say that, i'll never understand you.. haha.. i mean it.. yet i so used to this sentence "i dunno why but i understand why".. when was it, how was it, and what was it.. remember huh?? the lil bit thingy that might separated us far far away.. i wonder what is those crappy but i would say, better don't ^^ to leave for live.. again my heart shattered.. i dunno why, but i understand why.. sigh~ moving on but still long path to go, though.. when to get through it and how to get over it, again yet endless.. i regrets, for previous mistakes.. else, i will have at least sth to refer to.. now, what's leaving behind is.. 1, 2, 3..

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

lock & key

L.O.V.E

painted my life

once upon a time

><
.

H.E.A.R.T

i heart you

3 years ago
.

now

i kept my L.O.V.E

&

H.E.A.R.T

in

a small box

locked it

and again

put it in another stainless steel box

chained it

>.<
.

what i ask for
.

is happiness

.

ever after
.

for those

gifted by God to bring me happiness
.

THANK YOU!! ARIGATO!!!

still

i'm selfish enough

to share my L.O.V.E with you all

because

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

I LOST THE KEY.. *winks*

朋友, 还好吗?

伤口用多久复原? 再次裂开的又用了多久?

你,我,她.. 都是同种人吧!! 所以, 我的好朋友, 时时刻刻都在我身边.. 我开心时, 你们也开心.. 相反的, 我伤心时.. 你们也不回好过.. 哈哈!!! 朋友!!! 你们最近还好吗?

你, 仍然走不出来.. 爱情,让你怕了吧.. 一次又一次, 跌跌撞撞的.. 我看到了你对爱情的执着, 不是你的错.. 时机?缘分? 我不懂~~~

她, 傻傻的, 在期盼着她所谓的爱情的来临.. 然而他, 却一次又一次的让她失望, 伤心.. 她的世界里, 可能外人看到的, 是开心.. 可是, 我所看到的.. 是无数次的挣扎, 痛苦.. 男人, 为什么让她流泪呢? 为什么不给她一个答复呢? 为什么... 让她徘徊在, 伤心多过于开心的边缘呢?

我... ~待续~ =p

where... is it?

Love is not to forget but to forgive

not to see but to understand
.

not to hear but to listen

not to let go but to hold on

and yet...

neither of us are willing to forgive

neither of us are willing to understand

neither of us are willing to listen

neither of us are willing to HOLD. tightly

碳火车

对不起, 我还是不能坚守着对你的承诺..

十个, 我毁了九个.. 最最最坚持到底的第十个,也凭空消失而去了.. 第三十五天, 我呆了三十五日!!! 圣诞节的我, 并不快乐.. 烟, 叼在嘴里, 离我而去的, 是无发自拔的迷惑, 自我.. 一口又一口, 一根接一根.. 迷失, 祸根, 泪水, 和你的背影..

我, 不再是我自己..两年前的我, 和现在的她.. 天与地!!

简单的道理, 我明白.. 徘徊在现实与过去, 我仍然抽不了身.. 你, 给我很大的启发.. 和压力.. 朵朵花语, 很赞!! 也很废... 我断定我的人身, 是与否.. 掌握, 操纵, 及否决.. 我清楚要的需是什么, 只是, 我并不是个伟人, 没能放纵的去舍取.. 你, 焉然懂得,明了...

别, 再说话..
别, 再哭泣..

舍不得, 舍得不, 不舍得..

是与否, 两线之差
爱与恨, 一线之差

我不恨, 只是... 开始讨厌, 香烟的味道.. 寂寞的音符.. 和, 那两道彩虹!!!

random=)

雨在落,歌在播,星星不在闪烁.
你的声音,我在听,我的心被你套紧...
=honeychong99=

给我一次机会, 让我再次拥有你,
我会把你紧紧我在掌心,不在让你走出我心里..
=子晴=

雨后的天空, 划出了两道彩虹
数量多又多
仍然弥补不了,所有的亏欠..
=angelsky=

当世界都在变,你在变,我在变..
变质的东西始终不能回到过去..
无论你是怎么样的想抱紧, 挽留..
可是还是不能回到过去..
=shyyee=

我不要别人温柔的拥抱,我只要你喊我一次就好,
让我可以很骄傲,记住我拥有过的好!!
=Duck chan=

请给我一块石头,丢我丢我
让你知道我是那么的坚硬无比..!!
=傻whai=

que?

jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble up

ding ding dang~~

yesterday..

"chun, nice ar?? is for my nephew..."

"yea... so cute.. he likes dog?"

"nope, i like dog that's why i bought it.."

"swt~~"

back to the hard life i shall undergoes this week, 3 practical exams and 2 viva voce.. take it as usual, i knew it is a cycle, twice in a year and i need it for 3attempts more, include the upcoming exam, then i will be free from jailed+dull UNI LIFE.. anyway, i am still enjoying it..

at times, i just wana get all these in my mouth...=p

and...

THIS~!!!!

READERs!!! where is my x'mas present!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????? =p

demonic

"tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, and yet our distance grows and grows"

Parti.zul.SQ.PIG's theories

" ignorance never makes life better, just make a person feels better, temporarily" -Parthiban-

"but we ignore everything when facing the problem right?"

"so, how to make life better?"

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whatsoever.. there's no full moon, no rainbow after a rain, and no peaceful in mind.. not attempting to be negative minded, but is all the while BLACK in piece of thoughts.. if meditation works, there shall be no restrain from settling down..


Einstein lived miserably but happily.. how could life be happy instead it is miserable?

##definition of miserable from dictionary- wretchedly unhappy, uneasy, or uncomfortable


"hardly to define life now, if my current situation is ok, then i will define life in a good way.. and it comes vice versa" -zul-


life is fragile, uncontrollable, and unpredictable

and yet i hope..

life is firm/rigid, stretchable, and treasurable..


drowning, or render inaudible? intact, strive in rivalry?


"hope is essential in our life regardless the consequences of it either make our life miserable or happy" -PIG-


"hope is nothing where there is something, though"-SQ-

we are not that perfect to be somebody's somebody=p