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当，我们同在一起。。。！！！

原来，都是一线之差。。

晚安！！

.y.

hold my breath............ oppsss.. i ..............


i need oxygen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

怕

everything is nothing... if i ..YOU=)

.o.

Tagggsssssss from eLe=) was eating porridge early morning, ur answers all... muahhhahahaha... kekeeeezzzzz...... luckily didnt get myself chocked wit the porridge=) lol.. here i come!!!!!! but.. why the 1st question missing hu??


2. Describe urself in one word.
~~ ahemmm.. DEVIL!!

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
~~1st choice is my final decision=p (ele u r too greedy though)

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had the courage to tell him/her?
~~ ya, my ___ one=)

5. How if people reject your confess face to face?
~~jump from 1st floor, cut myself with paper, drink laxatives... lol

6. God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
~~shhuuu.. that person might be reading my blog.. silent better=)

7. What will u say to a person who doesn't want to believe u?
~~fcking asshole.. $%&@&* ... you wont be mine, for forever!!!

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?tried?
~~sorta.. =p

9. What' your opinion about someone who's jealous?
~~jealous means, YOU CARE!!

10. Do you have something special with you all the time?
~~yea, agreed!! frensss and family.. 2dogs=) and a ring..


[[ * PART 2 * ]]

Best place to cry?
~~my BED!! (hmm... never known benches in aimst will be such useful..lol)

Who do you love the most?
~~family, and.. YOU!!=)

Tell us of your dream last night?
~~my crab is still ALIVE... waaaaaaaaaaaT.T

Ever hated someone so bad?
~~...........ye...ap..!!

The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
~~dun wish to recall back..

The last person you had a beer with?
~~ngmmm... Dr.Saravanan.. he is too... IRRITATING!!!

The last person you went to the movies with?
~~fang, mitzi, eric, yeeny=)

The last person you talked on the cell phone with?
~~my mum, last night!!!

The last person you hugged?
~~sorta memory lost.. either one of my classmate, should be la.. (ele never hug meeee..sad!!)

The last person you yelled at?
~~ele la, always kena bully from meee... hahaa...

In the last week have you kissed someone?
~~nope.. gua!!

Danced crazy?
~~i am not ele.. haha...

Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?
~~someone ignore me, but can bear with the someone still=)

If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
~~turn back time!!!!

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
~~TURKEY!!! yeah... i lov TURKSSS!! lol..

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
~~ngmmm... yeap!!

Are you old fashioned?
~~fashionable trend doesnt suits me, but never be old fashioned!!!

What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
~~YOU=)

Five facts About Me:
~~FAT .. gheeezzzzzzzz
~~EMO QUEEN!!
~~materialistic
~~i am CAP!!
~~undecided

Five things that scares/hate
~~RED ANTS
~~backstabber and fakers
~~hate to make choice
~~barbarian
~~EXAM!!!

Things I treasure in my life
~~YOU YOU YOU!! haha...

Two "First Time" in My Life:
~~first time my hearts is beating... and first time it stops=)
~~oppsss... DRUNK!!

pEoplE i tagggGGG
*Lazy Queen
*G-mie
*Qin
*FanG
*Mik3 (whr u wor?)
*those reading my blog
*etc etc etc

.u.

wake up... after the severe headaches.. crossing my fingers, thank God wasnt migrain come attack..lol=)

is time to blog!!!! a called from outstation this evening, terribly crying killing pig on phone for hour plus.. my heart is broken, and blaming myself not besides you at times.. sorry!! past is past, just let go if we cant hold it in our hands anymore!! this is what i'm repeating all the while, my brain temporary rosak, cant process a better word to comfort you=) you feel guilt for the lil one, i...just......................................... sigh~~



IF...




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i am not greedy to be almighty, but i request for another power... "IF i could turn time back, think i need a reverse clock=)"

mid-sem phobia

loaded with assignments, practicals, and tutorials......... i cant breathhhhh.......!!!! mid-term is right after that...@@

luckily my sister is back from us, and she is damn free.. already hand in my entrepreneur assignment for her, but she is charging 1 dollar per letter... wtfffff....!!!! ghhheeezzzzzz!!! fine, i am rich still.. lol.. hiakhiak..=)

tutorial=> 1 still
assignment=> 3 more
practical lab report=> 2 more

total: 6 left!!! arrgggHHHhhhhh...

i need a REST!!! Top 20, shit la.. we get all these because of the USM EXTERNAL EXAMINAR!!! i will kill him if i happen to see him... headache larrrr~~~

i lov-ele

sorta rude for the replied.. gomenasai!! but, i dun wish everything is going rounds and rounds again, perhaps you understand, and AWAKE some other day!!

Answer for W.H.Y? i couldnt get a definite one, doubts is a disturbia if we are too into it!!! so, please get rid of it=)

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i want your new blog address, pm me!!!

there is no full moon

i have thousand words to say, but my mind is empty when arranging the sequence=)
i will not get bored when saying the same thing. i mean it=)
when my world is only black and white, i can only see a colourful page in my past.. THAT's THE SOLE SURVIVING PAGE!!!
my everything is painted by you (Nippon paint or whatsoever), the left unpainted, dull part, is my emo origin..:-(
i need you, still... what is the happening? i need a word from you, after your exam.. pls..!!

my everything=p

yerrr.... i smell stink=( lazy to go bath in rainny day, just after badminton, with all the sweats sitting here to post the left un-do one=)

another pix for the girl.. she seems happy when i write about HIM...!!! and she requested me to post more pix on HIM=)

*what is he doing huh?*

*my GOD... he is looking at....=p*

*she is the girl i mentioned.. TEH CHIU MEY!!*

hah.. manage to get the literal meaning inside?? gotcha!!! yeahhh you are ryyytteee!!!

i have found MY ALLADIN, which fullfill miaa the only sole dream..!! my wish is granted, no worries about all that=) between, proudly announce to you all that he is also my SOULMATE!! thx for all the perspective and thoughts.., i appreciate that muchhh!!! anyone wants to pinjam my ALLADIN? is totally F.O.C... lol...

too perasan, i am=)

hah.. wake me up at 6 later=) still long way to go, as the s2p tortoise said..

"is that possible to finish entrep in 1.5 hour?"

"yes.. sure!!!"

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see, how confident i am.. biz, can crap with all that, he himself talked alot in class, why dont we also crap alot in his paper?? lol.. i am a formal 9months BIZ student, that's why i am not taking it seriously=) somehow... have to read abit larrrr~~~~

pharmaco... babuji's part, xoxo only for me.. not planning to hafal much for his portion, is not that important... ryyyytteee?????? he is smart nowadays, no more MCQs given in his tutorial, sad!!!

in short, God bless everyone of us la for both quiz and paper later=) everyone is in last minutes job, but at least we WORK HARD.. lolll....

... d.c.sion..

"where you want to go for your industrial training?"

i hate when ppl asking me this question.. my mind still undecided now, typically libra=)
was thinking where should i heading to while cooking just now, and i dunno why the pan suddenly get burned up, nicely i was standing and staring at the fire for minutes plus, then only i asked help from maysha... and she said, i am admiring the flame, hah..

fangfang, tell me what should i go? planning to call you up, with killing pig... tuuuutttttt...!! haha.. Private and confidential.. lol

and the second question comes..

"are you goin back during deepavali holiday?"

hate la, dunno should i take up either kl. back hometown, or another P&C HOT DATES=) lol... sad..!!

is.. my privacy=)

is not unfair, but it is my.... PRIVACY=)

moody moody moody...!!! whr u wor my spoon?

how i look today? begger!!!!

"are you? nope.. i dont think so.."

"but.. i feel.... what's wrong with me???"

"nothing, is not your fault.. but the ... which makes you..."

"will i slander by everyone?"

"you think too much la..."


haha.. and again, luckily you are not complaining to ti kong this time, ignore your blog? your post? DUNWAN!! i still wish to laugh at midnight reading to your post.. well, i am not the one who gives negative feedback right? lol...

well.. managed to find out the one you mentioned..!! is... KC better than him, guess so=) kinda gay"ish".. but he is close to CY=( dearly dearly, me and fangfang should have join the party that night, wanted to see how "DLIW" you are=p and, fact is there, dun try to deny between "you qing" and "ai qing"... "bu fang bian jiang english yin wei.. haha" get what i mean?

where is my Aladdin?

spent one whole day for bukit merah trip yesterday, i am just... lethargic... lying on bed chatting to CJ, he makes me think alot, seriously.. alot=(

*promoting bukit merah.. but the 2models..ahem.. haha*

*i like this.. but is V V V V expensive*

* i was holding the camera..sobsob*

*it looks like someone.. give me idea who's that pls=p*

nothing much in bukit merah, 2/3 of games in water park are closed due to renovation and cleaning in progress after raya.. sad!! we went Orang Utan Island, less than 10 orang utan, guess so.. the visitors look like orang utan more=)

heading to jusco, it is superb big and alot to shop inside.. again, been trying out many pairs of shoes, but none is my favourite.. fashionable thing doesnt suits either me or you, but pls dont go for taylor for a new coat.. hah.. it will makes you look old and out-dated!! understand?? lol...

btw, i am not greedy, only one wish requested now.. please!!

article from memolynn

我问作家朋友，一段爱情，哪个阶段最好发挥??


她想了一下，“痛苦的那一段。”


啊，我以为爱情故事最好发挥的，是最美好的那一段。可是她说，“爱情最美的，就只是甜蜜。甜蜜的感觉都一样，很难写出共鸣。”


那些最甜蜜的记忆，忽远忽近的距离；那些曾经的忐忑不安的不确定，没有把握的讨论题；我们曾经用的放大镜，去观察你对我的细心，难道，就真的不值一提么？甜蜜的恋情，仿佛总有些主观标准。无论多刻骨铭心，往往都只有当事人了在其中，说出来，别人就只能赠你甜蜜幸福羡慕几个字。好像唯有加了苦茶的爱情，才真正的深得人心。


原来我们都喜欢在痛苦里寻找爱情的定义。就因为这样，我们希望当个苦行僧，所以，我们自虐着。。。


我们有时候贪心地希望，我们的爱情，就算不是轰轰烈烈，也不要太顺利，就好像我们认为爱情的动人之处，不是甜度，是回甘。


又或者，我们可以说，因为太爱着爱情，我们希望把爱情里的痛苦当成是生生死死的轮回，我们相信唯有超越轮回的生死，爱情，终究重生。


身边的人，也有一些透过伤害自己来证明爱的存在。结果，换来身上的伤痛，却唤不回爱情的重生。我笑他傻。也有的，因为太爱，所以希望自己永远没办法得到回报；他说，怕如果对方爱他了，他怕会失去珍惜的动力。得不到的遗憾，才是爱过的证明。我也笑他傻。可是，他们真的傻吗？他们只想尽办法证明自己爱着。仿佛身上的伤，才是最好的证据；或用一些心灵上的痛苦，来证明爱情的意义。春上村树《挪威的森林》，“比死更大的痛苦，是遗忘爱情的记忆”；于是，他们不断的在爱情的记忆中刻下痕迹。那我不能说，那是自虐。那可能只是我还未了解。我不确定到底是我们习惯在爱情里自虐，还是自虐是爱情里的惯性行为，我只能说，我们可能都喜欢自虐这行为。。。

Dr.M aka loud speaker

He is our new CRUSH... on the first day...

*Dr. Mirza aka loud speaker- Pharmaceutical Technology*

"look at his eyes, is killing~~~"

"hey, there is no ring on his hand... he is stil single!!!!"

next day......

"thiaga said he has a gf here... sad..!!"

on pham day......

"omg.. he is damn smart in dressing up himself=) but... he is a malay...swt"

week after pham day..... during pham tech class....

"see, there is a ring on his hand.."

"menax said he is married, with a kid...."

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yesterday, we are in Group C during pham tech tutorial... there are 4 groups overall...

"well.. a reward is given for the group winner..."

chiu mey wanted a kiss on his forehead.... haha... and we were competing over for the reward... lol=p

and the winner is group C..

hooraayyy!!!

"sir, reward sir??"

"you can have a drinks with me in cafeteria or think about anything which benefits your classmates..."

"Sir, WE want a candle light dinner with you....."

i love you=p

this post belongs to 2 person, as classmate for 2years but never talk to each until... that night=p
was chatting with Poh after the barbecue, he is scolding because my reply is slow..

CJ: "ur msg transfer at 1kb/sec rate ar? sooooooooooo slow!!!"

CM: "nat is nt here.. hah.. i am someone else.."

CJ: "o, nvm.."

CM: "im CM la actually, she went down.."

CJ: "okok"

CM: " wat r u doin?"

CJ: "u r?"

CM: "stupid tortise!!"

CJ: "tat was u all the time right? i am righ.." (walao, cant differentiate my typing, really s2p)

CM: " i love you!!!

CJ: "wat? why so suddenly?"

CM: "i lov you la.. DUN UNDERSTAND AR?"

CJ: "y so suddenly? but get used to it=p dun always simply say thing lo, esp infront of other ppl.." (well, i did tell him that CM was in my room in our previous chatting)

CM: "obviously i wont tell infront of other ppl la, i paiseh also a.. this is fact, u don trust me?" (again, im quite disappointed bcuz he still thinking is ME!!!)


after, he said sth he not suppose to speak out, and i quickly end the chatting scolding him.. and i told him that it was CM all the while.. lol

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next day, in dosage form design practical... CM came to me and Grace...

CM: "hey, know what, he is soooooooooo shy and dare not look at me when i passing by.. shit la this time... blablablablabla...."

both me and grace jus........ CANT STOP LAUGHING...!!!! a shy guy with a PLAYFUL and cartoonise girl story=p

a reply from ti kong

ti kong said: " as i created a man, i shall arranged his/her life completely... if you ALWAYS feel that a tough time you having now, then i could have dump you in AFRICA!! muahaha....."

ti kong said:" my friend- hong niang is always besides me as i created every human being.. i decide their fate and she decide their life.. we do have argument some of the times, but what we wanted is let every single life AT LEAST gone through once, a failure!!! no obstacles means, you shall not have your life complete.. see, how headache we are when creating you? so much of problem and consequences we have it right now??"

ti kong said:" girl, you are only 21, life is long and the way heading to is far still.. a little bit challenge should take it up as an adult.. behave as what you are and pls pls pls do not repeat once over again.. YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE, dear.."

and lastly ti kong wanted to say.....

"i am not ti kong, i am a angel which passes by, and give you a helping hand.. hope you are smilling when reading my blog, not to complaint about your life nor ti kong anymore...lol"

ti kong love you always=)

BBQ

such a colourful uni life in this semester=) for the past 2 years, our life is dull and full with deadness, never have a proper outing and celebration (exp my bday la^^ tat was nice) but this semester, see what have we done for past few weeks...


1st week: tambun seafood + autocity ice ice baby

* girls are all on beer, guys... coke!!!swt~~*

2nd week: autocity sweensen ice cream treat

*we almost took back all the balloons in sweensen*

3rd week: BBQ and illegal activity in 62, lorong 2/3 BLM=) we had a barbecue party for chiu mey^^

*guys are refreshing their childhood memory*

*girls are playing card, and chips*

1 chip=1 million!!! waaaa...

*illegal imigrant on that night*

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for the coming week, might be heading to kl straight, who knows??=p

happy birthday to... m3

happy birthday to yeeny.. on oct 6


happy birthday to my dear, fangfang... on oct 5


happy birthday to chiu meymey, oct 5 also


happy birthday to another sweetheart, leenee.. on sept 28


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happy birthday to natasha.. on sept 29=)



my age: i am 21 this year!!!!!


thx for the treat=) a big hugsszz and muaxxx to all of you...!!

besties=)

*make a wish*

Pharmacy Day 2008''

finally, tough day is over=) should celebrated for the big day!! such an amuse job by everyone of us, hard work and hard time we had, but results we gained are many more return from what we expected.. thanks to the sweet borad, and my faciSssss.....

Agilen (chairperson)

Joanna

vijitha (secretary)

maysha (treasurer)

menaka

kailin

clemence

huiqin

yisuan

jamie

leon

raymond

liang ann

pei thing

tsu yin

leenee

ding ee

grace

weiwei

sue hui

jothy

praveena

tanny

indrani

KP

ARIGATO!!!!