you owed me a song!!!

you are special to me, because.......=)

thanks for coming back to me.. time really flies.. we used to talk about graduation, work, studies, future. even gossiping.. now is time for you to leave me, everyone and everything... you taught me a lot, seriously a lot in 3 years.. the way you handle activities, attitudes when be with others, when Dr.Raj leaving, or your curriculum, perceptions towards life.. haha.. the theory of "life".. funny yet is true!!

as time clicking towards the end,hardly for me to recall back what we had in 3 years.. i tried to keep those memories, stuffed in my forgetful brain, thanks God little is surviving still.. hmmph.. thousand of words i wish to say, but i conclude it fast since is a opened blog=) you could blame me where i chuck the previous one, frankly i deleted it, few weeks back~~

"butterflies dunno what colour of their flying wings are, but human eyes know how nice it is.. likewise you dunno how nice you are, but i know how special you are to me..!!"

please never bother how people look at you, it was merely a mistake (shit, it wasn't) since i stepped in AIMST in the first year... i'm not gonna say sorry to you, because.. i'm forgiven=) we shall meet each other still, if we've got the chance>< adios to the one, you know who you are~~

Bibi..!!

today's menu~ =.=

BiBi=)

yuckkss... dun~~

i'm the king~~!!

sleepy sleepy@@

*shy*

radix works!!!

day before applied therapeutics exam!!

i had


lunch: radix iced coffee + mexican bun + tou fu fa


dinner: radix iced coffee + pizza =)

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self induced insomnia.. means sendiri cari pasal punya insomia =)
sleepless night.... radix coffee works!! but i need at least 2 hours sleep before exam lar~
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my pee smells like coffee~~

oh gosh i love it!!!

树, 珍惜她吧！！！

今天的话不多， 根本没有心情来应付最后一科。。 该死的老师，把最难得一科排在最尾，sien 啊~~惨了，还有一天多一点！！很想快点结束，可是。。 问题还在，考试后要面对的，更烦~~ 该怎么办呢？麦记，我又想写一些，人鬼都不懂的部落格。。哈哈!!! 心情特糟的。。 还有，另外一个朋友， 很想跟你说，叶子的离去，是树的不挽留，还是风带走她呢？？

wo huai nian de.. 是？

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

pharmaco fever T.T

sei lo~~ not in the mood of studying.. nope, more precise ==> hafaling..!!! its pharmacology~~ flip through all the lectures but just cant pick out one to start memorize.. damn it, another 36 hours more to go.. hell no~~ save me save me save me plssss!!!! ghhrrrr...... shut up! go study~~

whoppsss.. i knew it too!! haha..

一塌糊涂

婕郭，蜗救邪乐意便，韧不香轫，龟不象诡的卟裸个。。水栋的涡灾烁深么，呐韧雄柯伊昨县了。。
哈哈！！

涡岛菂窅地饣鲹么？？前朔，囡嘚油彝葛藤匿嘚轫，揪簿窑匚起趿。。嗑屎汝椁塌簿市涡窈赵德纳伊格荏，仔谮杨斗昊，沃钭醭会给趿败粉饰白得隘。。方爻斡筷殿赵毅格藤涡底轫，龌恨相怼匿朔，沓狠腾沃，颗驶嚄闷病布缋由阶过。。挝盗敌尤南么乂趿马？？

写完了。。=）很高兴！！ Mac, chean, ice你们听得懂我在写啥吗？？

笨蛋话

很想blog一些，人听不懂得人话，鬼也听不懂的鬼话。。因为，很多东西，还是不懂的好。。懂得越多，就越烦恼。。结果，我自己也不懂在说些什么。。只是，很烦。。。！！！考试烦啊~~~ 还有两科，加油吧！！！

i can't wait... can't wait to... CLUBS

fang fang~~ fang fang where are you...!!!

status: meta-stable stage!!!

phewww.. wasted my whole day sleeping, gaming, lepaking XDXD shit, not really in the exam mood... analysis and hosp pham over, okok only i feltT.T but currently in excited state..!! likewise the atom regain energy and started to SPIN.. i'm spinning around now thinking of clubssss... sisterrrr... PENANG!!!! woowww... exam time ~ NATASHA u dreaming keh? bangun..!! whatsoever, is my sister she is my sister!! i sayang her more than my results.. whoopsss, and FUTURE... haha.. phamco, who cares~~ end up i will bring in lecture notes and mug up there.. LOLx

my dear, dearest and dear dearest~ buck up for studies, biochem.. SCARY.. will see you on Friday.. hiakhiak... get my point dude? muahahahahh.. meanwhile, nv ren we will meet yea in KL, dun upset for those useless guy in the world and the fcking bitch.. we love you more than everything=p and fangfang, ur future sister in law missing you muchieeee... don't leave me alone here.. sobsob... lastly mia baby dear, sorry~ i love you more than everything too.. *winks* study smart...!!! miss yea..!!!

1/4 ... to.. 2/4

sien sien sien~~ life sien sien~ exam sien sien~~ ghhrrr... everyone just not in the study mood, it's because it's hosp pham?? hell no.. i will tell you the reason, its ridiculous!!!! everyone just dun bother to study, because... because.... ITS HOSP PHAM PAPER TOMORROW!!! ding ding ding~~ haha.. almost 1oclock, alot to go still.. sobsob~~ pls pls pls take this idiot away from me, i shouldn't called the rep, shouldn't activate the stupid window, see what happened right now??? im hanging half way~ but still i wana blog, still i wana play games, still i wana chat... so what, bro its only hosp pham la..!!! duh~ pergi baca buku la!!!

yeahh yeahh~~ i'm goin back home in a while...!!! i miss my mummy daddy and both the stupid doogiee... i miss my bd=BED!!! and i miss you too=) seriously turn up to be an infinity counting down~~ sobsob...

=回家=

never. ever

extremely disappointed...!!! certain thing i can tolerate with but NEVER.. this time..!!! i had it enough..!! i might be not honest because i never spoke to you before regarding this, how i feel when things happened.. i hope for, not a misunderstanding, but a fight which could garner a better understanding towards each.. obviously, i'm upset here but you never realize~~ i've no trust on you... can't see any until now~ why why why?? LEO!! i just hate Leo..!! i asked for more or was you the one i'm seeking for??

=)

偶尔忙了一整天，抑或浑浑噩噩的过了一整天，回家时经过面包店，看着橱窗上的蛋糕，你突然想起，原来今天是曾经身边那一位的生日。
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嗯。
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Happy Birthday to U

曾经这一天，费尽心思。虽不是自己的，但这一天跟自己的生日一样重要。要穿什么样的衣服，配什么样的鞋子包包；要在那家餐厅吃饭，蛋糕要不要事先放到餐厅厨房里，待会儿礼物要在哪个时间点拿出来，什么时候该给他生日之吻，希望他的生日愿望有你。。。
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费尽心思。
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“啊~” 你感叹。曾经是那么重要的日子，今天却是那么轻易的就度过了。
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曾经那个人对你来说是多重要，
他的生日，现在却只有在恍然间才记得。
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然后，你嘴角浅笑。。。 。
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也许，这就是人生。

happy bday yufei & pt

i wish that you are standing straight in front of me, with both hands open.. no doubts i will run to you, give you thousands cuddles.. i miss you miss you miss you so much~~ though i always say, growing distance makes our heart stronger, but..... you mingling in my mind from time to time~~ isshhh... distraction distraction!!! sigh~~ 3days counting down turn up to be infinity counts.. there is no way out except sitting here and wait patiently for the infinity day turn out to be a blast=) i will hold my "breath", telling myself----H1N1 is spreading in AIMST!!! hell NO~~ 30more minutes for another outing.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY my lovable and adorable ICE(yufei) who eventually melted last night after receivingmy call.. whoopsssyyyyyyy!!! hiakhiak *cunning smile* and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PT CHANG who celebrated her birthday for the first time with her *cough* *cough*.. ahemmm... kind-hearted+competent+capable boyfriend LA.LIM...!! wish both you happy happy together with the boyfriend esp my dearest yufei-ICE...!! may your dreams come true!!! miss yea babe!!!

3, 2, 1... infinity :'(

counting down~~

for infinity~~

sorry.. the number you've dialled, is currently not available=)

where has it gone to? where? where?

oh gosh~~ i shouldn't blog this!!!!

counting down... 1.5~~

hmmphh~

i miss my bds!!!! >.<

counting down... 2.5~~

sweet sweet day 1

whoopsssyyyy...!! a sweet sweet starting for me=)

Good afternoon everyone!!! i shall start studying, but not in the mood~~ been sitting for half an hour, proudly to tell that currently in the 1st page of the lecture note.. GOSH!!! this is ME, MYSELF!! LOLz... tuesday thursday tuesday friday- analysis, hosp pham, pharmacology 3, applied therapeutics!! mia exam time table=) phewww... thank God there are gaps in between each paper.. it doesnt means that i would take things for granted, do i? NO WAY!!!

bad news from jimmy yesterday, H1N1 cases among our batchmates and juniors.. crossing my fingers and hoping that she will get well soon~

oh yea.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAGER!! ice age 3 + pizza + eggs + flour + perfume.. happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to nager, happy birthday to euuuu..!! hehe... many more happy return of the day!!!

alritez, i shall make a move=) study hard and all the best for finalzz... GAMBATEH!!!

counting down... 3~~

miss yea><

CAUTION: hazardous species

ghhrrrr.. mood off mood off...!!! as everything does not get into the way i wish for, extremely pissed with myself!!! trying to get into sleep, yet the super duper hot weather wet myself, my blanket and bed sheet instead!! i'm still sweating with ceiling fan + a stand fan spinning to the max=)

=my page- my space-my territory= was left empty for days, i'm totally blank of idea/words or maybe trying to occupy myself with activities/fb/workload to free my mind from entering a fcking emo blog likewise what is happening, RIGHT NOW!!!! megaqueen experts in emo-ing, kan?? why why why? i can't explain myself.. just....... being EMO... (whoopsss.. PMS) and i can't be selfish.... too....!!!!!