SLAP ME!!!

i'm super duperrrr frustrated withhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LECTURE NOTES!!!!

NOW!!!!

aarrrgggghHHhHHHhHhhHHhhhhhHHHhh~~~

i need rest!!!

i need time MORE!!!

i need photocopic-memory!!!

i need a SLEEP, not merely NAP!!!!

i need to curi masuk aimst and steal out the exam papers!! kekezzzz

i wanted to burn all the notesss!!!

i'm going insane~~ blekkk

碳火车

对不起, 我还是不能坚守着对你的承诺..

十个, 我毁了九个.. 最最最坚持到底的第十个,也凭空消失而去了.. 第三十五天, 我呆了三十五日!!! 圣诞节的我, 并不快乐.. 烟, 叼在嘴里, 离我而去的, 是无发自拔的迷惑, 自我.. 一口又一口, 一根接一根.. 迷失, 祸根, 泪水, 和你的背影..

我, 不再是我自己..两年前的我, 和现在的她.. 天与地!!

简单的道理, 我明白.. 徘徊在现实与过去, 我仍然抽不了身.. 你, 给我很大的启发.. 和压力.. 朵朵花语, 很赞!! 也很废... 我断定我的人身, 是与否.. 掌握, 操纵, 及否决.. 我清楚要的需是什么, 只是, 我并不是个伟人, 没能放纵的去舍取.. 你, 焉然懂得,明了...

别, 再说话..
别, 再哭泣..

舍不得, 舍得不, 不舍得..

是与否, 两线之差
爱与恨, 一线之差

我不恨, 只是... 开始讨厌, 香烟的味道.. 寂寞的音符.. 和, 那两道彩虹!!!

离开你的人

为了他的离去, 你伤心不已..时间过了很久很久,你还是日夜悬念,不能自己....

但是,亲爱的, 会离开你的人, 就是不适合你的人, 就是只能在过去同行一段的人, 就是与你现在无缘的人,就是未来不晓的在哪里的人..

前面还有很长的路,路上还会遇见很多的可能.. 如果你一直频频回顾来时路, 必将错过此刻的光阴, 也将错过未来的风景...!!

为什么要为了过去的人而流失现在的自己, 甚至流失未来的可能呢? 他已经走了, 难道要让他带走你的现在和未来吗?

他走了, 那就算了.. 从此也别再多想了.. 亲爱的, 请你记得, 会离开你的人, 就是要你学会放下的人!!!

=朵朵花语之花开的时候=

如果气球破了..

没有必要继续死守那伤痕累累的情感,那就像紧握着一个到处都是破洞的气球,任你在怎么努力为它灌气,它也不可能再飞上天去..

当信任感完全粉碎,安全感也就轰然倒塌..这时除了对往昔的惆怅,两人之间还剩下什么呢?

亲爱的, 不要为了一个再也飞不起的气球而伤心.. 感谢他曾经爱过你,也要有勇气接受这份爱的幻灭..

从此以后,要为自己加油打气,要期待下一次的全新相遇,要让自己坚强又美丽..

也要更懂得爱惜自己...!!

=朵朵花语之花开的时候=

random=)

雨在落,歌在播,星星不在闪烁.
你的声音,我在听,我的心被你套紧...
=honeychong99=

给我一次机会, 让我再次拥有你,
我会把你紧紧我在掌心,不在让你走出我心里..
=子晴=

雨后的天空, 划出了两道彩虹
数量多又多
仍然弥补不了,所有的亏欠..
=angelsky=

当世界都在变,你在变,我在变..
变质的东西始终不能回到过去..
无论你是怎么样的想抱紧, 挽留..
可是还是不能回到过去..
=shyyee=

我不要别人温柔的拥抱,我只要你喊我一次就好,
让我可以很骄傲,记住我拥有过的好!!
=Duck chan=

请给我一块石头,丢我丢我
让你知道我是那么的坚硬无比..!!
=傻whai=

santa claus

you left me nothing, with the heart which had broken into pieces
shengdanlaorendaitahuilaiwoshenbianhaoma..

que?

jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble jumble up

smile~~

"happy birthday to you

happy birthday to you

happy birthday to tanny kuty...

happy birthday to youuu"

wondering what is the colourful thingy?

is a TUBE LAMP wrapped up by our wishes!!!

by the way, is her nick as wll=)

a delivery of muffin while getting lost in pile of notes>.<

thanks chun!!!!! muaxxxxx

yummy yummy!!!!

i called it mush-fin!! mushroom+muffin@@

and a x'mas gift from maysha which lighten up my day^^

thanks dear!!!

last but not least, a recall of picture of the day..!!

take a closer look...

a shield under hot sun!!

therefore.. he is..

under-payung lecturer!!!

tak syok. tak nak!!

arrrgghhhh...!!!

I LOST MY PHAM TECH PRACTICAL REPORT...!! i will curse and curse the person, aunty, uncle, lecturer student cleaner security guard whoever human nature animal with four legs two legs one leg or no leg monster ghost angel passerby demon evil spirit what the shit taken my book!!!!!! is written there LIM PEY BIN 0600711 PHARMACY STUDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the God of sake couldn't you just send it back to me????????????????? what theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *&%$#$%%^$%^**&%

I AM HOPING FOR A GOOD SAMARITAN :'(

and spent almost my day, keep on copy and copy back the WHOLE BOOK!!!! the cursing is nonstop pointing to the PEOPLE...!!! ggghhherrrrrr

and now i hate VIRUS!!!!!!! swt~~

mediated!! for everything

" k student, your practical exam going to be in 3 portions, the spotting (sorta MOCK type), practical and viva voce.."

"sir, all based on practical only right? viva also?" nager asked..

"yea..!!! "

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was the 3rd group to went in, the first question itself already given me a BIG SHOCK!! BLACK OUT on the spot~~~~~~~~~

first attemp...

"what is the method used in heat transfer and give an example for it"

=DIE=

move to second question.. apa ini???

oh shit..!! is funnel.. filter funnel or funnel to measure for angle or repose? aiyoo.. duncare.. i wrote "FUNNEL"

Soalan ke-tiga..

fractionating column in distillation, to separate mixture with 2 different boiling point..

soalan ke-empat!!!

kaolin.. hmm.. GLIDANT!! they said is a DILUENT... mati larrr...

and the last...

wtfff.. mati pi pong piang........ REFRACTORY METER!!!!!!!!!!! <>

and out of the 5, i scored only 2.. wtf.. asshole...!!!!!!

experiment part was fine, everything goes smoothly... 3 person in a group.. principle report all we discussed among ourselves as well..!!

and... the best part was..!!

"THE BULLSHIT VIVA VOCE"

"what is the apparatus used in lab involve in heat transer?" this question was directed to annlisa..

"sir, i dunno.. never studied on that"

"hot air oven"

"what is the mechanism of hot air oven?" to yisuan..

"hmm.. conduction, convection, radiation"

"which is the principle mechanism??" to huiying

"conduction" she replies

"explain.. the mechanism...." faint

................................... all remain silent........

and he started..

"heat transfer within the gaseous molecule and solid medium,... balblabla.. wat coil.. jacketed.. fan to ease the conduction.. aeration... bla and bla and bla.."

wtf.. we are in pham tech, NOT PHYSICAL PHAM!!! shit u.. diuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank GOD the following question on filtration was never to me.. know why? for all his following question, my answer almost likely.....

"hmm... dunno sir.."

"no idea.."

or else... i tried, but WRONG!!!=p

mood-off, for this pratical exam:'(

and now to make an OFFICIAL announcement here..............

I

WAN

TO

DIVORCE

WITH

HIM

!!!

!!!

!!!!

ding ding dang~~

yesterday..

"chun, nice ar?? is for my nephew..."

"yea... so cute.. he likes dog?"

"nope, i like dog that's why i bought it.."

"swt~~"

back to the hard life i shall undergoes this week, 3 practical exams and 2 viva voce.. take it as usual, i knew it is a cycle, twice in a year and i need it for 3attempts more, include the upcoming exam, then i will be free from jailed+dull UNI LIFE.. anyway, i am still enjoying it..

at times, i just wana get all these in my mouth...=p

and...

THIS~!!!!

READERs!!! where is my x'mas present!!!!!?????????????????????????????????????? =p

demonic

"tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, and yet our distance grows and grows"

Parti.zul.SQ.PIG's theories

" ignorance never makes life better, just make a person feels better, temporarily" -Parthiban-

"but we ignore everything when facing the problem right?"

"so, how to make life better?"

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whatsoever.. there's no full moon, no rainbow after a rain, and no peaceful in mind.. not attempting to be negative minded, but is all the while BLACK in piece of thoughts.. if meditation works, there shall be no restrain from settling down..


Einstein lived miserably but happily.. how could life be happy instead it is miserable?

##definition of miserable from dictionary- wretchedly unhappy, uneasy, or uncomfortable


"hardly to define life now, if my current situation is ok, then i will define life in a good way.. and it comes vice versa" -zul-


life is fragile, uncontrollable, and unpredictable

and yet i hope..

life is firm/rigid, stretchable, and treasurable..


drowning, or render inaudible? intact, strive in rivalry?


"hope is essential in our life regardless the consequences of it either make our life miserable or happy" -PIG-


"hope is nothing where there is something, though"-SQ-

we are not that perfect to be somebody's somebody=p

chicky chuky

is it looks familiar to you? remind you of something??

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how about this???

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OR

HIM??? chuky doll??

pls, get away from me... yyuckksss...!!

from grey's anatomy S5

"the ties that binds us are sometimes impossible to explain, they connect us even after it seems like the ties should be broken.. some bonds defy distance, time and logics.. because some ties are simply, meant to be"

deepavali open house part 2

some pending deepavali open house pictures=) weirdo+funny random pix..

*chun and maysha*

*no idea kasut siapa, but i know this is thiaga's work*

*gopi and thiaga, zul's position is just nice*

*which should title as COUPLE OF THE YEAR??*

*classmates with Dr. Mirza and Dr. Balaji*

*grace, apa jadi?*

*weiwei and i, not colgate ads pls*

*luana and nat, she is a photo-phobia

i spent hour to pujuk her take this pix with me=p*

indian tanglung festival=)

sasha, read this

i'm sorry for my words, if it's hurtful.. and my attitude, emo and emo..

being frank, i doesn't like to see her, feel not comfortable when she is here.. i'm on my fren's side, that's why i conclude her as a culprit.. i did not want listen to others, as if i myself will consider you as ... as well

staying away from her, is not possible for you.. i knew that.. but please, dun ever let her step in our house when i'm here.. i won't give face to a fucking bitchy faker if i happen to see her, next time..

i'm not a happy go lucky, instead hot tempered, and emo.. you got bear with all this, and i'm sorry i cant help it=)

=)

*fat cat in cafeteria*

*psycho pussy*

*ai mei de nv ren*

the missing keychain

"what is the meaning of life?" i asked ramani and maysha this question, few minutes ago..

"what i have, the day and matters i passes through everyday.. that's <> life" maysha's replied..

" each of them have different perspection on life, we would not understand now, unless we are reaching the age of 50, 60..." ramani's replied

"can we go find rajshree and ask her what is the meaning of life?"

"she will nicely give you a slap, ask you what's the content in your assignment handed over years before.. and ask you to attend her philo class...swt"

life is meaningless when you left something important behind, either try to get it or accept the fact that is gonna be lost for forever.. God wont give things easily to you unless we PRAY in a NOTY way.. He will only listen to extraordinary prays and therefore granted your wish.. being hopeful is good, which keeps you going further for uncertainity=p, but sometimes a HOPE might ruins a people's LIFE..!!

crossing my fingers, whispering to the God.. my noty pray=p

天秤座与我, 不搭!!!

日记上, 第n天.. 已经很懒的去数了.. 我只知道, 明天, 是满月了..

很生气, 就好像那天你气他那么样.. 可是, 让我想起, '他'很善忘..

朋友, 红红的太阳, 也会下山..=p

will 40% works?

being frank, i am a dumb, currently=)

today, dean told we might have (60% confirm) continuous paper during the 2 weeks final exam, and asked us to get all the subjects prepared early itself.. i was like "wtf.. i'm..." for pham-biotech, the only lectures which i paid fully attention were "half of intro+ half of blood product+half of plasma substitute (all before midterm paper) + half of pharmacogenomics(today's lecture)"!!! total, 2 for current status!! woww.. new record duh? dr.saravnan class, attend his class for once ONLY, eventhough we have 3 or 4 classes, that time was busy with usm thingy, but sumhow i wont listen to pieces of shit he is talking about... dr.tham classes, none i concentrate due to midterm exam.. blablablabla.. many more excuses i can give, i'm BULL-SHITTING =p



so what? arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh





went for another bullshit talk yesterday, give face to my mum to spend my time over there.. im a filial girl though=p

*#$%&*&^%$#@ buffalo*

but

i

shall

thank

my

mum

for

the

only

opportunity

to

meet

him

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*my heart melted again=p*

not in the hall, but is in hawker centre...=p

deepavali open house

what i tresure last week? and how should i survive for this week? phewwww.... just joking=)

for last thursday, we had deepavali open house in nager's house.. majority turned up, including our favourite lecturer too....!!!

*makan, makan.. self service*

*games...!!!*

*KP, DON'T SCRATCH><*

*hmm.. who's next hu??*

*plsss... not meee*

*random pix of i and zul*

*reunion pix=)*

and, he sang Hindi and Malay songs that night, my heart.. melted..!! hehe.. *blushing*

6+

i. know. that. i. cant. do. anything. to. hold. you. back.

i. am. just. missing. you.

life.. is about to find the right number, in a right order..

heart you STILL=)

one in million

how meaningful is it?

it's special likewise you are special to me=)

show off

random.. random pix=)

i hate traffic police

what the fckkkkk....!!!

"nah, my ic and driving license"

"cik, tau apa kesalahan you"

"seat belt mah...tau dah" *replied with smiling face but actually was cursing him behind*

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arrrggghhhh... why so slow? class at 2 larrr...!! while waiting, many cars pass by, wonderfully they never stop any eventhough they are not wearing safety belt...


"cik, ic.. ini saman you.. you kena bayar before.... blablablabla"

he voice is just irritating while i am rushing for class, at the moment, a slap over his face will be just nice.. ghheezzzz...!! @#$%&*&%$#@


"eh, kenapa never tangkap org lain? dia org pun tak pakai seat belt.. tak aci tau tak!!!!!" *increasing my tone, bp is getting higher*

"you tak nampak keh?@$%#%&*^%"

"mana ada org macam you.. blablabla..." *keep on complaining there eventhough i know that he is police.. nah, traffic police oni mah*

_____________________________________________

ended up, a summon still handed over to me.. sigh.. i dun care, i am already get pissed early morning, i dun mind paying the summon, i only wanted to settle my problem, thats all in my mind previously,.. after, went hostel to find the PIG, susah payah only we managed to settle it.. my nose is numb, for 4 hours plus.. no feeling, no pain, nerve is gone@@ i guess so..

everyone, beware of the road block near SP PLAZA.. one cornering is more than enuf to kill me.. and my pocket money too...sad!!!

aka insane QUEEN

...........

beeeppppppppp...............!!!

my heart is fine, okiez????????

the moment is shocking, unexpected, and marvellous!! was waiting for her count.. "ready, 1,2,3", but ..."pakkkk, done..!! next please...!!"

omg omg omg.. "abit low" eelleehhhh... "not tat nice larrr"... "pain?" "not so" but.. is... VERY...

ITCHY!!!!

random post.. for this!! =) i wana jual mahal, still..!!

SP SP SP

conflict and complications for few days though, lastly, everything is finalized....!!!!!!

we are ALL settled down in SP, happily=p ALL means the family, our family..!! haha... but 2 members of us going BM,.. PARTI and APPALA~~ poor thing.. what he said is true, i'm not happy when i get a place in SP, i dunno where myself wanted heading to, but the most important is i wish you all will just staying besides me.. 2 draw he taken, the one i choosen was SP, parti get BM.. sigh~~ IF ....blablablablaa.... again, blaming myself... prediction and assumption make thing worst@@

now i wish for a place in penang, not for me, but for penangnitez.. if so, those wanted to do in SP can exchange the place with them@@ God Bless larrr...!!

k, goin out now.. for another scary and heart throbbing moment.. i will reveal in my coming post=p a way to examine whether you heart is functioning well, you have to take up some challenging task..!! take care guys..!! chao~~

B.R.E.A.T.H....less

natasha, pls.........por favorrrr..@@

arrgghhhh...

i'm getting mad towards myself nowadays, what is it going around??? assignment, lab report, practical exam, viva... problems problems problems so on and so forth... can, leave me a single space for me to breath??????

tilt upside down..

you are happy though..

you are my only one

shall we dancE? =p

ice breaking for usm gathering

millions of thanks to my faci again..!! wonderfullll ice breaking session...!!! never have a good sleep since few days before, wilson keep on pushing me behind, he wants the best ice breaking between both parties.. i understand but indirectly forcing me to perform for the best, which is kILLING m3 too...!! thanks again for those awfully bearable listener to all my nagging and complaint for few days non-stop, i know i myself is a TROUBLEMAKER, or abit AUNTY in all these, without you guys... i.... *sniff*

*comittee trying out the games half an hour before the games start..swt!! *

*look at chun, zul said the pose is.. seducing..lol*

*maysha's group*

*will he be the best ice-breaker? no idea...*

*ask her, i dunno what is goin on*

my sweetie facilitators

chun har

chiu mey

maysha

grace

tsu yin

pei thing

sue hui

ramani

weiwei

nager

joanna

something still left out though.. after the games, my mind is fully settle down, back to the starting point, zero and hundred, is just a crossing line words.. back home, read ur msg, wondering will you come for the games if i tell you early itself, or you ask early itself.. for once i look up to the audience seats, disappointment i get=p instead, i know you are no longer a great devil watching over turtle's performance.. past is past, i shall make a move... eventhough i'm not willing to... nitez my dear..!!

xing le

i'm not ready i'm not ready i'm not ready

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ogouytelot

love is like butterfly=)

To my friends who are... SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
but if you just let it fly, it will comes to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love is the only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it..
So, take your time and choose the best=)

To my friends who are.... NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person"
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To my friends who are ... MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "i'm sorry"
Not "where are you " but "i'm right here for you"
Not "how could you" but "i understand"
Not "i wish you were" but "i'm thankful you are"

To my friends who are........HEARTBROKEN

Heart breaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go
The challenges is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn form them

To my friends who are.... AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone, it hurts even more when someone break up with you.
But, love hurts the most, when the person has no idea how you feel about him/her

To my friends who are... STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be, and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If that a person doesn't worth it now, it's going to be worth it a year or after 10 years from now

cacing...

when all the siblings are in a house, what can we do?

1. gossiping (basically gossip around neighbourhood, relatives, or among ourselves)

2.modelling and make up course

=but the most scary is.... is......=

3. truth or dare...



haha.. first apology to cacing(0h are you newbie here?), you have to bear this 'title' for the rest of your life, sincerely advice you not to step in my house anymore, especially when my sisters are aound=p and wondering where you going to hide when you are back in jitra...

"cacing, you... ar? is a chinese rite? you xiang kai le?...swt...."

muahahaha... I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY!!!! but couldnt help it....

secondly, happy birthday to my dearest SUE!! i'm tired though, but still awake early morning... hope you will like the cake i made for you, have a blast and blissful year=p you will pass your 21st only once, so .... celebrate till kao kao!!!! you are no longer TEENAGER anymore... come, bangkok again for TIGER SHOW=)

lastly, i wan to go sleep now..=p the dark circle is getting worst..sobsob... nitez reader, kinda 'fu yan' in posting this up because people is complaining my page is mushrooming... well, i just wanted to hibernate for while, at least 3months for turtle=p

white flag=)

tik tak tik tak...

6 hours...

when your're gone, the words i need to hear will always get me through the day, and make it ok..

i miss you=)

attemp for unreachable thing.. bravo!!!

been patiently waiting for past few weeks, neither wish to ruin my life or yours(sounds so serious keh?? hah)

mess again at the end..

i give up, white flag ..

nothing much i could do to get back the DnD...

after the sole survivng ONCE=)

pathetic? miserable?

haha.. muahahahaaa.......

....

=hardly to forgive myself, and you too=

gheezzzz~~

i'm fucking downnnnnnnnn...................

arrghhhhh~~~~~~~~~

U R LIAR!!!

U CHEAT ON ME!!!

U R NOT WHO YOU ARE!!!

i already dump it, don't ask me for that~~~

我不是好人，只是比别人坏了一点。。

听着自己的心跳
没有规则的跳跃
我安静的在思考
并不想被谁打扰

我们曾紧紧拥抱
却又轻易地放掉
这种感觉很微妙
该怎麽说才好

时间分割成对角
停止你对我的好
瓦解我们的依靠

在你离开之后的天空
我像风筝寻一个梦
雨后的天空
是否有放晴后的面容

我静静的望着天空
试着寻找失落的感动
只能用笑容
期待着雨过天晴的彩虹

when devil conquers..

if you are reading, currently.. i just wanted to ask, WHY WHY WHY? a promise, i never forgotten..

"i'm sorry-buckcherry"

why dogs bite people?

never understand why dogs bite people? have a look then=p

*this looks like nanny*

*poor thing*

*this is the sexy kao bu*

*like this the most*

*oucchhhhh.. is pain*