car wash.. car wash=)

gotcha!! *winks*

the cruelest & exhausted day we had!!!

1st: testing analgesic effect on mice by introducing em' drug orally,

put em' on hot plate (55C +) to observe jumping and paw licking effect

2nd: bioassay of acetylcholine..

animal model--- frog..=(

setting up organ bath

yucckksss... dr.babuji and wilson are frog killerrr!!!!

3rd: car wash

the cutie was the first customerXDXD

but.. is memang NOT clean lar.. haha

car wash? or? human wash?

tired..!! we are all wet....

40 cars for the first day=) hope 2mr will get less car lar.. hehe

watch this.. the frog is still alive keh?

Bb

i built the sin, gal.. i didn't mean to hurt anyone, yet i couldn't get through my own part!!! i plan to do nothing, at the moment.. hardly for me to leave everything, or shall i just DONT BOTHER everything? hehe.. can't simply take you into my life la, since you are having much more troubles to be solved=) maybe you are right, i do.. "at times".. but, is a lullaby, kan? you're clear that what's mingling in my mind, since we are bestie for 10years+ .. tsktsk.. sumhow.. i doubt for it.. i mean, not your words, but my axxhole brain><>

gambateh!!

i am suppose to study..

guess what?

is 3, nearly 4..

i'm here.. chatting with poh ++

shit him..!!

my phamco.. so sorry my dear=(

as usual.. argued for everything..

perception and concepts...

he is lazy.. and xiao qi!!!

super duper xiao qi=)

kekeekezzz..

will never ends...

ghhhrrrrr........

and yet..

lets pray!!!

for the best..! and for her=)

is.. about..

perhaps, and..

question for you..

what's the feeling of love? being love?

what's hatred meant for you?

what's the feeling of getting abandonded? and abandond by someone else?

hurt someone that loves you? and vice versa?

when we talk about.. being not so into it?

getting happiness, but sooner separation approaches?

and above all.. what's the feeling of, ignoring someone.. that loves you?

we. CARE!!

2 weeks continuously running the research.. everyone around knows that i hate ginger to an extend!! extraction of ginger oil using hydrodistillation@@ wtf..

we almost finished the last distillation at the end of second week.. an hour MORE!!! too bad the high temperature and pressure built up inside the flask causing a sudden burst between the connectiong tube.. ethanol solvent and ginger flushed out like a nonstop water hos pipe.. the best part was, daniel (a biotech student who's initial intention was to ask liang ann out for lunch=p) is ngam ngam facing the mouth where the ethanol coming out from.. poor thing, his eyes turned red within a second and the body was fully wet with the ginger solvent.. he is now known as ginger man, and we as the head of the crime..!! i know i am running a research, and i shall predict for the worst outcome.. but pls, dun ever failed us again in the distillation process, it took us almost 4hours everyday, sitting there and watch out for any possibly leakage.. sigh~~ a week more to bear about it, crossing my fingers.. pray for the best..!!

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fast and furious=) we make it finally although it was a busy and tired week.. (busy for searching place to lepak and tired for the research.. LOlz) he is not a gay!!! ghrrr.. okok la the movie, expect for more cars but not racing in dark=( and i saw someone in theater but not with her beloved one.. kan i said, anti-leo?? (as bf la) no more crying next time on phone, k?

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before i chao, for the stupid hand written minimun 15pages assignment (8more pages to go!!>.<).. the last message to the GOD and YOU..!! girl, if you reading my post currently, everything will be fine, soon.. no worries (i know for sure you do), you are a tough gal, kan? we all are here, and i will ask mirza to bring his little baby to see you... ok? kekezz..!!

pix pix

menax n nat=p

sue & nat

jaco bai playing with her fav jukebox!!

spring roll n spaghetti!! the most laku on tat day!! Lolxx

sweet papa of the year=)

3. three. tiga

i couldn't pull myself out from it..!! i have been observing for a quite long time.. you are good, in a certain way.. but not all.. "noone knows his/her true colour, they might be a bitch.. and never trust anyone besides you" perhaps you changed, and choosen to stay up with her happily.. but, still i can't accept the truth.. i was all the while seeking for an answer, to put myself in a better situation or to support you.. and yet, i failed.. again, i have to face it today.. her words put me in dilemma.. nope, shall i say she conclude everything? the overall happening? gosh.. what should i do now??

i'm happy when togetherx2 with you.. though i had cockroach crawling on my face, and a dead body besides.. LOL.. i always say i will never trust you, but actually i do=) tats why kena tipu again and again..!!! when tian chen and shi zi meets, i ask for nothing, but hapiness, and simple life..=p

and lastly is for you.. carry on with your life, i can read your mind by a single test.. tsktsk.. is good to have her besides, and never let go anyone in your life(exclude me larr).. i know you understand her better, but to remind you as well, girls understand each other most of the time.. ask from her what you want..!! she is not that stubborn.. she has the faith on you, just that she doesn't has the confident in herself.. convince her, and grasp her with whatever you can!!! k?

.. tian chen..

天秤座女孩：

**你眼中的天秤虚荣，喜欢漂亮的东西。真正的天秤，是最自卑的星座，在她的眼中，每一样美丽的东西，对于她，都太遥远，所以，总在不停地完美自己。 你眼中的天秤花心，不用真心。这是对天秤最无辜的指责。真正的天秤，如果天秤没有用真心来说爱你，那么你就是她最好的朋友去关心你，体贴你，是你感错了情。 你眼中的天秤博爱，滥情。那也不公平。真正的天秤，是最孤独的一群，她的愿望不大，就是希望所有的人关心她，永远一起是朋友。而每一个人得到了爱情，总会抛弃友情，天秤就那么悲哀地看着大家远去。但是她只是悲伤朋友的失去，绝对不是滥性。

你眼中的天秤，不爱你却不明说，卑鄙！真正的天秤，是太善良，怕伤害了你。天秤的善良，表现在宁可把自己伤害得体无完肤，也不会说说来，只是努力地忍受着，为你而感动，却无法拒绝你。 你眼中的天秤，不懂真正的爱情，轻浮！真正的天秤，是不会轻易说出爱，最多会说喜欢。在怕麻烦的天秤来说，爱的负担太沉重，她一个人承担不起。如果是真正地爱上一个人。天秤要用一句话来说，就是：宁为万人死，独为一人活。就是万人要她去死，为了众人的幸福，天秤是话不多说地选择死亡的。而只要那个她最爱的人，要她活下去，一句话，她也会有冷眼对天下而活的豪气！宁可与天下相对而不惜的决然！

**你眼中的天秤，反复无常。真正的天秤，是一开始就想把事情做到最好，得到你的赞扬。而一旦累了，她想休息一下，只为了下一个阶段，为你做得更好。结果却换来你的指责，然后她会在打击中，慢慢地变得没有了动力，更反复无常。其实你只要在她累的时候，一句赞扬，就可以使她为你，做得更好。

** 你眼中的天秤，犹豫不决，让人生气。真正的天秤，她的愿望甚至是说很可爱。她只是希望，她把事情做到最好，得到大家的赞扬。但是每次都错过了，事情错过时机做好时，事情就被天秤搅得一团糟。其实这时候的天秤是最无助的，她很努力，只不过想换得，大家的一句称赞。

你眼中的天秤，中庸，和事佬一个。真正的天秤，其实是在表达自己了，只是你没有听到，天秤真正的心声。在讨论中，她喜欢采纳每个人的意见，做个综合。其实她满心欢喜，只等着大家给予她一个赞叹，但是换来的，很可能是一句讽刺，原因无他，在别人眼中，天秤是个意见的小偷。但是，天秤只是太自卑，太孤单了。 天秤欣赏火象星座的率性，风象星座的自由，地象星座的稳重，水象星座的聪慧，在她看来，每一个人都是完美的，而自己却是最中庸没有用的。但是，没有关系，只要有朋友一句赞美，天秤就可以勇敢地走下去。

如果你的身边，有一个天秤的朋友，一定要信赖她。因为她可以为你两肋插刀义无反顾。如果你的身边，有一个天秤的情人，一定要爱护她，因为她可以为你体贴呵护非常专一。 如果你爱的天秤，没有说爱你。如果你真的爱她，不舍得放手，就对她好，即使她不爱你，也会感动，不忍心伤害你，用对等的体贴来回馈。只要你对她好，她宁可把自己最深的爱，藏在心底两万里，与你相守。 为爱而活的天秤，不是滥情的意思。而是只为一个最爱而活的意思，为一个她爱的人付出所有，同样，也能为一个爱她的人，放弃所有。一句话，就是我所说的：宁为万人死，独为一人活。只是太多人理解错误，而天秤成了众人眼中最不值得信赖的人。 其实天秤的每一步，都异常艰难。在别人眼中不值一钱的情义，现代社会里已经没有人相信的情义，天秤的眼中，却仍然是一切。

深夜时，天秤想你了，会忍住孤独，到大清晨才会迫不及待地发信息给你。 深夜时，你发信息给天秤，天秤会撑着瞌睡跟你发信息安慰你。 你有心事的时候，天秤会用你习惯的方式安慰你，即使对她生气，天秤也会微笑着忍耐，她知道你心情不好，不想流泪徒增你的烦恼。在你看来，她是无谓，可是你可否想到，她在你看不到的地方，默默流泪？ 在你看来，天秤是个容易作茧自缚的家伙，没有一点出息。 可是，你是否有一天会想到，你平时所依赖的天秤，哪一件事，不是天秤想尽千方百计绞尽脑汁，然后，努力做到的事，总是让你最开心？而最傻的是，除了你以外，她对某一个人都如此尽心尽责。

真正的天秤，是最无私的人，她对每个人尽心，要来的回报都不高。只要你一个微笑，一个谢谢，一个赞扬，都能让她觉得，为你这么做，值得，不管你是她的朋友，或是亲人，甚至爱人。 而天秤最希望自己爱的人，所要的回报甚至更少，只要一句：我爱你，就可以让天秤感动得天昏地暗，为此而记住，一辈子。

这样真实的天秤，难道你还要去责怪她吗？

so friends, must sayang me lo=)

.. shi zi..

狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，他所拥有的爱情有的时候不是真的爱情，或者只是一种向往或者是自己的梦想，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。。可是，狮子座的我们想想，仔细想想，你真的爱了吗？真的象你说的那样的爱吗？究其根本，我们爱了，是因为我们爱自己

狮子座的人的自恋程度可以说是十二星座之首，他可以因为别人的崇拜的目光或者是弱势的态度而展现自己的爱和博大胸襟，但是，这不是纯粹的爱；此外，狮子座的人很喜欢征服感，或者他不爱你，或者还不足够爱你，但是为了一份征服感，他或者会'爱'上你，以证明自己的非凡魅力，当然，狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。

狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人，我不知道别人是不是这样，我是真的这样的。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。

**同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，这点我认识所有的狮子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有'后悔'或者'回头'这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。作为我，宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。

狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，'自由'和'自我'这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。

还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可能性，他喜欢为止的新鲜有趣的事物，如果你恰好具备了这一点，那么你和狮子座的人很配合。

狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有，我属于这一种，我讨厌过度无谓的修饰，但是欣赏另类特别和高雅的事物，对于爱人的选择上，可能也会结合这个标准。

狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看，他们不喜欢做八婆和有损自己高贵形象的事情。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

.. shuang zi..

双子座终极完美分析有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。

**双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。

当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。

双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

**双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。

其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了；要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！

pending post..

it's over, finally.. champion for netball, first prize for basketball, first and second place for badminton.. anyway, we aimed the trophy for next year inter-faculty match!! it was just one point difference, and medic gang took away the trophy from us.. damn it!! we shall start preparing ourselves for coming year=p

we wan THIS!!!! we wan THIS!!!

is a good game, though.. double set we played, lost in first game but gained few points in second and third game=) alritez, gotta train myself more.. my GAP shoes.. gone already.. sobsob..

from left: woon lin, yili, nager, nat =)

mood off currently.. what shall i do.. ?? and.. sigh~~

L.O.V.E 1.9. =)

... aimst...

the stupid dog is back!!! =)

i found him the wife. haha@@

ahemm.. him=my hubby=my car

nice, kan?

alrite, you mite see nothing from this pix,

but it's a pieces memory of mine,

for the nibong tebal fireflies trip XDXD

tambun seafood before heading to nibong tebal.. nice!!

i finished the balitung alone.. =p

just H.A.P.P.Y

people sudah went for friday the 13, with her beloved one =( ''zhong se qing you'' fast and furious pending still~~~ kind of busy with the games recently (as supporter larr)..!! B.Pham people are the best, kan? (esp batch 2, rite?? hehe..) congrats netball team, the champion (nager, yili, ada, sree, vicky, monisha, jo, kp, shoba&maysha) you guys superb great la!!! finally we conquered in the netball empire=p and basketball team, to win over the 2nd prize!! football team, nothing!! haha.. anyway, is a great team, but need a little bit luck...LOL

i'm happy today, v v v HAPPY, eventhough our team lost, AGAIN to puru the team (yeahhh, i know we have no chance to win them, at all) but i'm up to the sky!!! poh chia em' make it to the finals, after they beat subra's team by 3 games, fantastic~~ it means, we are going to face the medic team.. i'm not worried, i just wanted to play a good game tomorrow=) doesn't matter for any good or bad result, i want prove to them that, they are just lucky in the first match... cisss~~ haha... now, i need pray to the God, pls pls pls heals appala's hand.. LOL...

peithing in woman single

and you!! sorry i know that i'm always the first you've to worried about.. i'm so so so damn weak in the second game.. haha.. thanks for supporting and so sayang me(mengada~~) XDXD i'm very independent now, not nervous or panic either!! it takes time for everything, kan? alrite, thx puru for the game and the talk=) poh chia for the encouragement, we shared the happiness together, finally!!! appala, thiaga, sue, ann, jimmy, isac, raymond, peithing.. etc

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i watched slumdog~ FINALLY!!!

回到过去..

little grace=) she is so adorable..!!

from left: thiaga, jo, ester

nat & grace

sokcin & ruth..

they are babies from vision care.. they are not abandoned, the father is having kidney problem and mother is suffering from severe depression.. the family couldn't afford them & thus they were sent to vision care centre, aka an orpganage..=(

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what's love? for them, i might get no answer for that.. when i saw baby ester, she came into my hugs, and leans on me.. i knew that, she needs love.. of cuz, there are plenty from person in charge there, but.. what she wanted, is different.. her eyes can speak, trust me!!

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people, be happy for what we have now..=p stop complaining and pls, give them more L.O.V.E =)

i still couldnt reach, the sky..

i lost the game..

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i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i;m sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry... i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorryyyyyyyyyy

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first, was for appala, my partner aka team-mate... i told we can win easily before the game started... and it will always on us, but.. sorry for never did a great job in that, nervous killed me, as what poh said!!! duh.. i'm weak and useless partner, mistakes all that, sorry~~ sobsob...

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the second one, was for my charcoal train.. whom i promised i will try my best to win, as i took it as our match as well.. sorry, i never perform well, never achieve what we wanted.. i never turn out the promise.. never. ever.. what's bothering me, was killing.. gomenasai@@

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the rest all.. was to you guys, whom expected me to win over the five hundred.. yea, i wanted the money to buy___XD sorry sm ppl, sorry poh chia, sorry my dear, nager, zul, yili, peithing, jimmy, maysha, thiaga, agi, the bpham ppl my classmates and batchmates, sc, yw, the cat etc etc.. i disappointed you guys, i trust myself, but never played well.. i need a pillow over the night.. i'm just not that.. gud=(

Mecheda 41

"why the green scaft shouldn't match with yellow?"

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"because, you will look like a traffic light if wearing together with any red"
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green scaft girl, congrats..!! the green scaft is gifted to you, eventhough is not branded or with hand-embroidery, but i know it meant alot to you.. =)
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today's routine.. class from 10-12, research 2-5, and badminton 5-7.. sigh.. lil bit scared+nervous+worried, hopefully doesn't get kick out in the first round.. i dunwan... sobsob...!! oh yea, my research started, was under Dr.Naeem.. another 'p' lecturer it seems, sometimes being too dedicated ain't to be gud.. my sixth sense told, we'r gonna be the last group to finish the research eventhough we were the first to start the project.. you not going to know the reason until you get the chance to work together with HIM in the lab... swt~~ i hate ginger, thank God he never ask to extract onion=p

meanwhile, the saviour of MU is only 18 this year.. he is awesome, great player no doubts.. sumhow red devils are not goin to entitle as champion this year larrr.. chelsea rocksss....!!! haha...

__ForeVer __

what we are searching for now, is happiness.. i accepted the way you seeking for it, and i respect you~ meanwhile, i am searching for your happiness, directly or indirectly.. and i admit that, i fond on you=)

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what we own and abondond in past, is not going return to us.. this is life, which keeps on going in a circle, but never speaks karma.!! nobody is perfect person, and none will make up as a incredibly good samaritan. i am not great, and not perfect to be the one as par in your life.. meanwhile, whom you searching for, and loved, is the one, i could never thought of.. i spoke finnish, but i will never understand Y.O.U.

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or maybe, i'm not deserve for that..

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when time approaches, i'm clear that, i shan't make up, everything.. but as serenity passess by, Y.O.U are the one in my mind.. i'm in dilemma, likewise angel evil confront each deeply in my heart, deardfully.. what should i do??

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"one day, God ask me for how long do i need this lovely person with you? I just dropped a single water into the ocean and told, until you find this!"

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God, you found the droplet keh?

slum?

i meant it.. i meant it...=(

i'm trying to make myself busy, or learning and gaining different experience.. badminton practice, swimming classes, and eventually i practiced on netball, for the inter-school competition next week.. i only know how to BOUNCE basket ball, but a netball player will never do that.. wtf.. i wanted to quit, the juniors all are more alert than me, in other words, i'm not fast in running nor defencing, neither:'(

confession of shopaholic=) nice movie, with a facinating story line.. carrier and love, shop and spend, trustworthy and realistic, and.. C.R.E.D.I.T. C.A.R.D.S.!!!! better than 7 pounds!!! yufei, will smiths makes me down, he doesnt act well in tat movie.,. LOL.. sigh~~ movies movies.. yet, YOU GUYS ARE WANTED IN MY LIST!!!

*FnF-sm ppl
*Friday 13-baka chean
*Ice Age 3-mitzi
*He is just not that into you-fangfang

oouuucchhhhhhh......... gooossshHHHHHHH........ my slumdog???????

__to be__ not to be__

i'm not a toy.. i'm not!!!!

not in a good mood though.. vomitted before badminton, vomitted again after badminton..!! what the hell..? went bed at 10, woke up 7 in the morning! is nice=) after the sickness are gone, i am energetic, and emotional meanwhile...=p

i'm not a toy, to be controlled nor manipulated, neither...

i hate the last semester, to an extreme.. i hate that 'something', to an extreme.. i hate you, and myself, to the maximum..

whatever been said, it seems a lie.. beautiful liar hu?

i tried, and get exhausted.. i hide myself, i ran away, and i fall sick.. sick of you, and everything..

i'm negative, and possesive.. yes, i am..! and i deserved that.. right?

but, you're jerk..!!

3rd year 2nd semester.. =)

3rd year.. sorta.. happening!!! everyone came back in family, likewise zontron family, sm family, ranbaxy, phamniaga, etc and yet couples in certain fam.. sm budak and joanna, i'm not joking, it's been couple of months ago.. if any of u happened to meet the kid, remember to ask for the story.. damn funny la him=p zontron budak and .. hah.. kp, he said will bring the brother for pham nite, no worriess...=)

declare bankruptcy, ever since semester started!! been spending alot but have no idea where the hell all the money gone:'( alrite, gotta go, before the thunder hits meeee..!! hate the weather, shouldn't raining this time, how am i suppose to go swimming? LOL..

28/02/09 lights off..!!!

is gud to have the luck when all the lights were off in between pg and butterworth.. basically, almost all showed supports, the pg residents, komtar!! but.. SHELL never off the lights!!!

2nd day in hospital pham class, zul slepf off.. swt

fast and furious..!!

i'm in love with vin diesel...!!!

fish market.. sux for first attempt, yuccksss for 2nd try!! ghhrrr