oxygen. breath. love

Manfye: oxygen is more important than love

Nat: oxygen doesnt works if you refuse to breath

OCC: both are equally important.........!!!

swt~~ kan i said, to live is to breath, yet you must initiate breathing then only oxygen wil goes in.. remember, you are breathing and stop breathing not necessary due to love too.. she said, people comitting suicide or put to sleep are because they dont feel the love exist in them.. i said, i can kil myself because i have no money i'm starving else im suffering from chronic disease too.. i end my life not because of im not getting love, there are millions of reason i can stop my heart from beating.. NOT LOVE.. she replied, i love money tats why i need it, noone loves the ill me thus i kill myself.. in short, LOVE MADE LIFE... LOLZ~ as what i know, making love makes babies.. generation and population.. haha.. alritez, they will judge everything.. i'm not threatening you since you born to be bond with ton of LOVES, kan?? fine.. stand out and support me please.. do confront this girl!!! she is OCC aka bloody sleepy bitch=)

i need a reason for this~ sigh!!

dearly

i've been keeping this post.. long time back
i'm sorry for not telling or sharing my feeling with you
never expect all these on me
thought i could be better
i try to cope myself
still is beyond my limitation
eventually
is worsen now...

you spoiled my day. my mood. my thoughts.
torturing me. mentally. psychologically. physically
making my days upside down
i was emo through out the day
nope.. is EVERYDAY
i locked myself in the room
meditating for the sake of
a solution...
that best fit for ME
to
sort ME out
from
this suffering life
i believe that, i could live better..
without your present

dear oh dear
why you have to do it in this way
are you that happy seeing me fall in affliction
huh???
that's my life...!!!!!! you made it miserable~~
i'm disintegrated....
ouucchhh
i can feel the pain, do you??
WHYYY??
why all these happened on me??
are you happy now? tell me....!!!
aarrrgghhhhh~~

GOD please..

S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P
S.T.O.P
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.
S.T.O.P.

making me.....
MISSing HIM tat much~~~ hahahaa

sorry for the late
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARLY
my cake is not a failure.. as they all said is nice, nope is superb delicious!!!
is a master's level piece of work!!!
i'm proud of myself=)
haha..

oh yea~~
another confession from myself
= i believed that, you'd have a better life, with the present of ME =
woowwww... perasannya..

nyahnyah~~ goin back home now..
enjoy the outing with them on this Sunday
faster clean your room and do more exercise
oh yea~ study hard too!!!
between
100 bts for a ciggy, no compensation no negotiation for this!!!
blekkk~~

i'm in 4th year!!!

short update for my 3weeks holiday and first week back in AIMST.. hey guys, THANK GOD i'm in 4th year, final year and final lap for me~~

holiday was bored=( act as a gud girl stayed at home for the first week, heading to KL during the second week for my shopping spree.. shocking news i got from tsu yin, not regarding the sales, but.. but... ahem, YUFEI, my fren spent 500 for a week trip in sarawak.. fan xing la pls!! OCC u too!! stop laughing there.. 3rd week was jailed at home, having flu sore throat over the weekend (careful, i MITE be a carrier).. and went for small eye op.. kindly for my dearest readers information, the op is to remove out the big buldge which been following me years back.. it was all out of sudden plan and oucchhhh.. damn painful..!!

cis this gal, still can nicely posing after the op

the buldge is gone=)

POH AGRO TRADING=)
eh chia jin ur father quite famous huh?

cute puppy in dog saloon

does it looks familiar to you guys?
esp my batchmates ??

yaya, i bought that baju for him..
dun jealous k? =)

first day for clinical attachment
zul's hairstyle.. nyahnyah~~

another arrogant puppy at hawker stalls =)

how i wonder what you are

i pray for rainbow after rain..

the sky is dull
God please sweep away the clouds
human needs moonlight to torch the path
in darkness..
and stars which hanging up high in the sky
twinkle twinkle bright

i gazed over the night
and yet...
the moon is missing

i blame myself for the stupidity
gomenasai~~