i still couldnt reach, the sky..

i lost the game..

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i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i;m sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry... i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorry.. i'm sorryyyyyyyyyy

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first, was for appala, my partner aka team-mate... i told we can win easily before the game started... and it will always on us, but.. sorry for never did a great job in that, nervous killed me, as what poh said!!! duh.. i'm weak and useless partner, mistakes all that, sorry~~ sobsob...

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the second one, was for my charcoal train.. whom i promised i will try my best to win, as i took it as our match as well.. sorry, i never perform well, never achieve what we wanted.. i never turn out the promise.. never. ever.. what's bothering me, was killing.. gomenasai@@

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the rest all.. was to you guys, whom expected me to win over the five hundred.. yea, i wanted the money to buy___XD sorry sm ppl, sorry poh chia, sorry my dear, nager, zul, yili, peithing, jimmy, maysha, thiaga, agi, the bpham ppl my classmates and batchmates, sc, yw, the cat etc etc.. i disappointed you guys, i trust myself, but never played well.. i need a pillow over the night.. i'm just not that.. gud=(