i shouldn't talk.. so much

i read friendster horoscope, and i trusted it well.. march 24, 2009 it says: "do what you want today, keep your head down, and don't get caught up in looking at the clock, it might distracting"

i smiled, after weeks back.. finally, i know what i want, and what can actually flash out my teeth around, to everyone.. people will sick sometimes, i recovered, not only from the sickness, but from the whole journey i am undertaking right now..

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life, isn't a waste.. i might forget what's happening before, but recently i used to recall everything back.. i've told someone, i'm not having memories during childhood, in nursery, primary school, and secondary school.. it's not a big deal, i dun have a big brain capacity to stuff in all these.. but worst thing was, hardly for me to recall back what i have done in first year of b.pharm, second year.. and when it laggggggg into 3rd year.. gosh.. what is my big brain for? is nuisance, everynight before went bed, i tried to recall.. from first year.. who sat besides me.. lecturers and subjects.. where we lepak in 1st year, frens, fight, etc etc. to second, and third year.. lil i can think of, but not all..

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memories, are worth keeping.. i'll trace back, lil by lil.. promise:@ life.. is worth to live.. i'm here, for three years.. for? a degree? a cert? i am seeking breakthrough in my life, which apparently fall into kosong. ko-song!!! i read nothing, i am doin nothing and i had nothing.. i feel so sick of it... i wanted more... moree... moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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you can read me as a emo person now.. yes, i am.. rite now!! i dun wish for a safe, mild pass time.. i wanted big, bold one..!! do something, at least for family or society.. i would not picking up fren's category if i wanted to involve something great with, they are all selfish!! haha.. some la=) you the one reading is not.. LOLzzz.. you will get tired, after being so well.. all the time.. and rite now i am sick,.. dude, i agreed with you.. i'm telling all these not because i get trapped by someone, just.. i see through all... HAHAHA......

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weird theory, brought maturity and stupidity towards myself.. sorry if i hurt you, yu fei in kl=p

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clock, represents karma..

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if life can be anti-clockwise.. what will happen?

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and belongings.. which we are searching for..

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