the 4th attempt

after my eyes are swollen, my tears are dried... i only realise one thing, i am not a good leader... years of friendship, last time you scolded me because of leenee, and this time you scolded me because i am not behaving as a good leader.. i question myself, deeply in heart whispering... i am not presenting myself for the best still, with the only reason which i known... i am sorry, gomenasai!!