no, que??

i feel that.. i need privacy.. i have plenty time to stare at the screen, but nothing came across when i start a word.. privacy, only for 1, 2, 3.. as minute as that.. no one could give a hand, i'm super duper emotional now!!! just ask, if 'no', why so?? if 'no', why after?? if 'no', who am i??

我怀念的

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛

我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺

谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得

太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Life

Life is an Adventure ... Dare it
Life is a Beauty ... Praise it
Life is a Challenge ... Meet it
Life is a Duty ... Perform it
Life is a Love ... Enjoy it
Life is a Tragedy ... Face it
Life is a Struggle ... Fight it
Life is a Promise ... Fulfill it
Life is a Game ... Play it
Life is a Gift ... Accept it
Life is a Journey ... Complete it
Life is a Mystery ... Unfold it
Life is a Goal ... Achieve it
Life is an Opportunity ... Take it
Life is a Puzzle ... Solve it
Life is a Song ... Sing it
Life is a Sorrow ... Overcome it
Life is a Spirit ... Realize it

e.x.a.m... sigh~~

everyone must have this kinda feeling before..

what the hell... EXAM!!!!

no one would say, I LOVE EXAM =)

instead

ghhrrrr...... I HATE EXAM!!

remember when we were in kinder, mummy would yelled at us telling there is exam 2mr

we likely will responded back

"ma, what is exam"

when we moving in to standard 1, standard 2

we started to understand..

what exam is..

ngmmm... likewise...

you will get candy if you scribbled well on a piece of paper =)

OR

you will get a "rotan", if your luck is missed by 50%

when we grown up..

exam kept haunting us

we must do well in UPSR in order to scrub in a well-known SEKOLAH MENENGAH KEBANGSAAN

(whoopsss, sorry i was educated in malay school)

.... sigh....

we must do well in SPM, or STPM in order to FIGHT for a place in LOCAL UNI

the process repeating again and again..

until, we surrendered

we screwed our paper

we screwed everything

because

we know that there is no cane or no bail if we failed our paper

ended up, we went for private uni

we felt ashamed this time

and

we start to study hard, study smart

year 1, we scored well

year 2, results dropped due to temptation from outside world

year 3, who cares~

year 4, oh my god, is time to push myself harder

is only a year to get my cert i hand..

and now

the time is less than 24 hours for my last paper

i'm still sticking my butts and hands to my laptop

to crap for my exam..

sigh~~~

well, just hope everyone could did well for all the papers

tilt up our head and walk into the hall of fame PROUDLY

though we still have one more semester to bear about

but

still i cross my fingers

for the previous papersss

which is damn teruk

sigh~~

sigh~~

sigh~~

stop..!!

you should start studying now!!!

bye guys....!!!

all the best for cp^^

63^^

what so special about 63??? hmmm.. let me explain to u...

why 63??? cuz.. i wan

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63 seconds in a count
63 minutes in an hour
63 hours in a day
63 days for the next paper
or...
shot down 63 lectures in a day!! phewww... tats overall man!!
if doesn't work!! how about....
63 eyes
63 brain
63 hands
63 legs
or
63 mouth
you would like to ask me SHUT UP then
perhaps....
63 pairs of new sandals, new bags, new baju~~
63 bla and bla and bla~~
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feel like want to slap me??
63 gold bricks
oh no~~
or
63 white gold bricks
nope.. you are wrong..
women preferr DIAMONDS~~
63 diamonds,
... ruby
.... sapphires
.... emeralds
.... pearlssSSS
OH NO...!!! you wouldn't understand all these craps...
but.. you know what's 63 stands for =)