Thursday, May 7, 2009

我...

如果, 我放得下.. 你, 将会是我心里的唯一... =)

这是我想对你说的话, 可是... 没勇气.. 哈哈..!! 问我, 有多爱他? 不懂~~ 问我, 有多爱你? 也不懂.. 问我, 他是谁? 不懂.. 你是谁? 我也不懂..

惨了..!! 很想把自己给杀了!!!!

你, 如果, 你找到了你要的幸福, 我会祝福你...!! 如果, 我找到了我的幸福, 你会祝福我吧.. 是吗?

husband-wife's diary

wife's diary...(Sunday night)

I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have some coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but his mind was far away. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love u, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else (another woman). My life is a disaster.
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HUSBAND's DIARY
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Today Manchester United lost again !!!
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i would blame on "TRUST".. to work out a long lasting relationship, trust and understanding are both important=) less fishy, eventhough man.. oppsss... "CAT" do eat fish.. haha.. but still, i wondering.. why is it so hard for a person to trust the partner? ALL girls demanded security, but commitment urged for trustworthy...
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Natasha's diary...
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EMO.. not bcuz i fck up my pham analysis paper.. (lil bit)...
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CHELSEA LOST TO BARCELONA!!!!!
:'( :'( :'( :'(

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

朋友, 还好吗?

伤口用多久复原? 再次裂开的又用了多久?

你,我,她.. 都是同种人吧!! 所以, 我的好朋友, 时时刻刻都在我身边.. 我开心时, 你们也开心.. 相反的, 我伤心时.. 你们也不回好过.. 哈哈!!! 朋友!!! 你们最近还好吗?

你, 仍然走不出来.. 爱情,让你怕了吧.. 一次又一次, 跌跌撞撞的.. 我看到了你对爱情的执着, 不是你的错.. 时机?缘分? 我不懂~~~

她, 傻傻的, 在期盼着她所谓的爱情的来临.. 然而他, 却一次又一次的让她失望, 伤心.. 她的世界里, 可能外人看到的, 是开心.. 可是, 我所看到的.. 是无数次的挣扎, 痛苦.. 男人, 为什么让她流泪呢? 为什么不给她一个答复呢? 为什么... 让她徘徊在, 伤心多过于开心的边缘呢?

我... ~待续~ =p

the company HOLDER .. =p

i'm lazy.. lazy bump..
mingling in exam week, but not in the mood of studying=(
when reaching to the end of degree life, people might take things for granted..
likewise.. myself=)
good result??? aiyaaa dun care la..
this is how i feel now..
maybe wilson is right, result is just a piece of paper..
there are many successful examples with a non-educated background..
i might possibly be the lucky one. hahaha..
i dun have the brain for keeping theories, suxx.. but...
i have a company to manufacture drugs..
involving in R&D of new drugs drugs "in future".. haha..
shit!! the notes drives me crazy~~
pharmacology~ assays~ GA~~ ghhrrrr
the most torturing is.. analysis
chromatography.. phewww
the tutorial itself is graded 6stars (means v v v v tough)
what shall we expect for the paper hu??
ngmmm... praying for 1star?
IMPOSSIBLE!!! but nothing is impossible (the Obama case)
well.. and the most horrifying--
6 slides per pages, roughly 50 wordings per slides..
43 pages overall.. means i need to go through 12900 words within 24hours after analysis paper.. wtf!!! tat old man bullshiting with all the terms, functions, scopes and objectives, applications etc.. omg~~ RIP (and RIP for applied therapeutic as well) XDXDXD
what bothering me was.. TIME!!
studies, exam, lepak with friend.. and.. you=)
how should i manage my time for each of you? instead of.. spending all with you?
no way..!!!!!
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still.... i need to speak out one fact..!!

"i'll gonna owned a pharmaceutical company in future" nyahnyah..

go study!! stop draeaming~~ LOLx
but.. im not dreaming either..

Monday, May 4, 2009

katy perry-thinking of you

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself'

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learnedI touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would doIf you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your, your eyes
Looking into your eyes, looking into your eyes

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay